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Jealous

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first love

I'm jealous

That the love she gave wasn't close

To real

And I'm picking up the pieces

Hoping you meet me here

You know

In the middle

50/50

Like it's suppose to be

But ever since

I heard her name

Envy caught a hold of me

She's farther than I can reach

Too far for me to beat

She's deep in your veins

She's the ink that you leak

She's hold the part of you that's weak

But what about me..

Yea I hold the main position

But how can you love,

Me fully if your stuck in transition

Stuck like you're addicted

And I hope I help you kick it

But every time

I try to come up with a solution

My mind goes empty

I'm jealous

Cause she could care less

Yet I'm stressing this love

As if it's the last to come yet

I hate this girl

But I'm evermore so jealous

Of the emotions

And memories y'all experienced

And even though

WE'RE together

She keep winning

Still coming up

Right above me

And she's stuck in your past

But you keep glancing back

So thats all you'll ever see

I'm moving forward

And I'm hoping you would join

It's the only way your torn heart

Can be reformed

Im jealous

Cause I try to please you

To the best of my abilities

And love you whole heartedly

Yet

This

B****h

Keep showing up

In your mind

She's stuck

On your arm

She's tatted

Keeping us jagged

Just a constant reminder

Of what you

Haven't

Got in return

So yea,

I'm jealous

Cause I'm here beside you

And still unheard.

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		The Immortal Wize says: ðŸ˜®This is deep and so loudly felt, you lended a lot of confluent energy pouring out this flow. "MagnificentðŸ”¥" poems by this commentor Pen etrate âœ’ part one A Good Thing Dibble Dabble
		Karma says: These are the Heart Felt Words of All of Us that Desire a Love that Doesn't Require Pain as an Initiation. Excellent Write. poems by this commentor Lovers Oath Afro Boricua's Flame End of Days
		mrmelody7 says: You know your user name could easily be a great poem keep the chase up till you and your twin partner(Soul) synchronize poems by this commentor Life-Moments In Time Dazzling Hott Wisdom

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Beautiful Tragedy

I am drowning

In my own existence.

I keep promising myself

I’ll take better care of me.

But every time

I put myself on the line,

I allow them to use me,

Hoping they’ll see my love

Or the wounds their absence carves.

It’s like waiting

For the wired bomb to blow,

A final second of peace

Knowing the fire I put out today

To save you

Will be the same explosion

That consumes me.

What a beautiful tragedy.

My love always takes me

On suicide missions.

And only after I die

Do I see the truth:

The faulty equipment

Was always me.

Fire and Ice

Hot Slow burn

Even hell despise this flame

Aint sweet all though

Suga my given name

Filled with tainted

And I spit the remains

Need to repent

But thats where my demons comes to play

Hell raiser

Although it wasn't what I originally seeked

Welcomed it because the life I lived made me weak

Thought it could uplift me

And give me

power

In truths it did

But made me sour

Made me a downer

With days that'll make Hercules cower

Tried to contain it

But getting hotter by the hour

Temper rocketin'

Soon to be, off the charts

Aimed to kill like poisonous darts

Went for the heart

But thatâ€™s when I got mine

Feeling in my chest

And then back down my spine

Never expected to get got

Hell never tried to protect my spot

Throat in knot's

W...

Eye See You

True colors

Tend to show

When your no longer beneficial

Spittin sh*t like

"You knew how I was and stayed"

Cause the love had been made

Laid out

And I found sunlight in your presence

Wanted my hot to warm your cold

Essence

But you only seemed to

Deaden me

Particularly,

Stabbing me with your words

Killin me with your actions

My hurt

Was your satisfaction

Creating a chain reaction in myself

I poured everything into you

Until I had nothing l...

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Baby

You were my piece

Killed them all with ease

Got down on my knees

To show you how pleased

I was

My perfect five seven

That sent people to heaven

Heavy duty

No questions

Concealed to my discretion

We shot em

Down

But missed the true target

Blood

On the carpet

House on the market

And still

NO COMMITMENT

What did we gain?

We drove ourselves insane

Meticulously played the game

But fo...

Jealous

I'm jealous

That the love she gave wasn't close

To real

And I'm picking up the pieces

Hoping you meet me here

You know

In the middle

50/50

Like it's suppose to be

But ever since

I heard her name

Envy caught a hold of me

She's farther than I can reach

Too far for me to beat

She's deep in your veins

She's the ink that you leak

She's hold the part of you that's weak

But what about me..

Yea I hold the main position

But how can you love,

Me fully if your stuck in transition

Stuck like you're addicted

&#...

Love

Some time the pain hurts

Sometimes it kills you inside

Everyday like a piece of you disappear

Unaware of your own slow disintegration

It hurts so bad

To fathom the fact that love

Will love you today

And forget you tomorrow

The sorrowing conclusion..

Damn.

It pains my brain to think that I a transforming individual.

Couldn't spark a decent change

Oh it changed

Changed in a shade of black

And white

I could no longer blend the situation

With the pages

They didn't mix

So colorful

I this boring girl

Love you.

I didnt know what I was doing

Don't get me wrong

I changed.

I learned..

I grew

And I won't take that from you

But you turned into a monster

You created the demonic me

And I found peace

Only to give pieces for it

Cau...

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Eye See You

My Piece

Jealous

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