The perfect mommy

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A perfect ðŸ‘‘ mommy â¤ï¸ 

Now I will be loved

Now I can love unconditionally 

A love like no other

I eat , drink ðŸ¹ 

sleep ðŸ˜´ & dream of how to love â¤ï¸ my babies perfectly.. love better ,   Love more, has became my souls mission. 

I see all the mistakes of others , I learn from them,  I dare not mimic what I see & feel. 

I attach to my babies thus detaching from all others emotionally, 

Their mistakes I see and feel,

So very young  many said "you are just a baby URSELF!”

My  Spirit shouts  back, I am not a baby I am a perfect mommy I am the best mommy.. 

It’s me & my babies against the world. 

I make no mistakes, I am a perfect mommy 

An old Soul refusing to be counted by my years in this time & space..  

I imagined I was 31 not 21, 

24 not 14,

Set out to prove to  the world how to be a perfect mommy, My perfection was my imperfection,

With each flaw, anxiety felt , 

desire for perfection grew deeper, 

A fight for a perfect soul was taking a toll on 

the perfect mommy. 

Come see my home ðŸ¡ isn't it perfect ðŸ‘ŒðŸ¾look at my babies dressed to perfection, impressive manners in restaurants.  Their hair neatly done, you see them you see me, 

I have their love & they have mine.

Look at me, my ordinary Soul is truly extraordinary I cried,🌈

Soon flawed thoughts of I ought not appear my real age, for that is my flaw, 

I ought not make too many mistakes, ðŸ…😇 to hear them say,  “Ah ha we knew she was not a perfect mommy”,

I used my imagination to build a cocoon of protection around my babies, as a way to Protect 

against the Harmful effects of imperfection. 

Every birthday ðŸŽŠðŸŽ‰ðŸŽ‚ 

Every holiday became another way to  show up in perfect love, 

I need to see the smiles fun, & joy on the faces of my babies,  longing for intrinsic satisfaction. 

One day the imperfection of life showed consumed me, only to sweep perfection from me,

Gone with the the wind of infinity,

Soon my imperfection has difficulty finding escape , 

But, Blending  perfectly as two souls, 

I found Awareness, acceptance, and took action needed in my belief system, 

An unshakable truth of reality,

Lost forever  the perfect mommy👩🏾

However, I  loved living in that flawed experience, ðŸ’‹â¤ï¸

Ajusting to a imperfect mommy ðŸ˜Šbrought clarity to myself & my adult children to the true sense of  love.❤️cultivating our  individual souls and spirit together as one. 

Look at us growing in self love learning to honor one another perfectly imperfect,

The perfect

mommy has  cultivated trust  with her Source,

Today many given names as an imperfect mommy 

The black Erica Kane 

Beautiful Mother

The Angel

Empress 

Unicorn 

Princess  & Wonder women 

A special star, 

Just Imagine,  how a  once perfect mommy today is loving imperfectly. ðŸ˜ŠðŸ’”