I asked you for a reason to believe in the two of us and you hesitate then stutter which leads me to believe that the taste of the lie you swallowed was bitter and I'm glad you never prayed the words because I am tired of pretending to be deaf and blind to your actions each one more heart breaking than the last one. I mean where has my friend gone, did I lose him to the title, or was it in the moment that I made you cum that he went away? I really need to know the answer to these questions because I'm really tired of hurting and I'm super sick of crying and I'm scared that pretty soon when I say "I love you" I just might be lying, simply going through the motions using pretty words to sweeten the strokes and then you will be the one left wondering where your friend has has gone, because according to how you make me feel it is either "lovers OR friends". I mean please correct me if I'm wrong and set the record straight is it possible to have both, to be both , to go back to the basics, back when we had trust and I didnt have to question the two of us.
Shekia89
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Karma says: Love the Raw Emotion and Vulnerability of this Poem Good Job Poet. |
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Here and NowI asked you for a reason to believe in the two of us and you hesitate then stutter which leads me to believe that the taste of the lie you swallowed was bitter and I'm glad you never prayed the words because I am tired of pretending to be deaf and blind to your actions each one more heart breaking than the last one. I mean where has my friend gone, did I lose him to the title, or was it in the moment that I made you cum that he went away? I really need to know the answer to these questions because I'm really tired of hurting and I'm super sick of crying and I'm scared that pretty soon when I say "I love you" I just might be lying, simply going through the motions using pretty words to sweeten the strokes and then you will be the one left wondering where your friend has has gone, because according to how you make me feel it is either "lovers OR friends". I mean please correct me if I'm wrong and set the record straight is it possible to have both, to be both , to go back to the basi... |