Heart Hell

On God

Elusive,
Run from cop cars..because cops are..trapped in delusions,
That my brown skin means I'm in some sort of collusion, 
With every balck man from their illusions,
Nothing starnge,
The klan used to chase my people just the same,
Proud christians in sheets using shotgun barrels to adjust the flames,
But now they label me dangerous because its too risky to call me names,
Like PICTURE calling me a nig...and before you can finish..BAM !! ... you get knocked out of the FRAME,
Or..or sh!t could be peaceful,
Instead of telling me where I should go back to you could say ..NICE TO MEET YOU,
See..everybody deserves to be treated equal,
Life it self is plenty lethal,
Without worrying if your skin tone will define the way that somebody treats you,

AND THATS ON GOD ..

American Phobia ( Repost ..✊🏽Blacklivesmatter 👑

They're scared of,
who they man the bread crumbs,
the families of dead sons,
and daughters no longer shinning in the red ruM,

scared to see power in different hands,
demands of equality from people in poverty from different lands,
banded together to have everything that was never had,

scared of colors in your white house,
plucking off the white out,
uncovering how the guns and drugs took the flight out, 
why all of our heroes are gone, 
Maps of they homes,
target areas for drones,

scared of different races with their hands in the middle,
fiddling with ideas of bum rushing the privileged, (smh)

scared of the knowledge,
They held hostage, out of our conscious, 
For so long you've robbed us, 
But Now !! the zombies is no longer mindless,
so if you never mind us,
You can watch the revolution turn violent,be...

Street Life ( 👑 ✊🏽👑)

Street life,

hand guns under street lights,

this is when real sh¡t meets life,

and can't no preacher preach life because he had a peach life,

its ah cold world preach and hearts beat ice,

I mean let's be honest now,

this world done pissed us off and now they can't calm us down,

in the streets everyday war is upon us now,

and they waving white flags but peace is way beyond us now.

Us Against The World

How do we find lost minds born in this dark life,

Forcefully injected into this f*cked up world where even the dayz is night,

And because we ain't white blue lights stay in our rearview,

And these crooked a$s police make us beg for our life and pretend not to hear you,

Born brown equals sleepless pains and heartless fears, 

Injustice drains our smiles as it drowns in our tears,

Hate clinched in our fist with revenge in our eyes,

Keep playin with us officer and watch the revolution be televised/

.....…...................... ............................................................................ - ( R.i.P to all of our black Kings and Queens ...sistaz brothaz sons daughters cuzzins aunties uncles grandmothers grandfathers friends murdered over skin pigmentation in this one sidedAmerikkka, my Anger is only aimed at who is against the peaceful fair living of black ppl if you don't fit that description the...

My N¡GGa

Straight to the point I miss you my n¡gga,

Do you know how losing yo best friend hits you my n¡gga ?,

It hit like a missile

Or like kicking dope for a dope head my n¡gga,

I'm struggling my n¡gga,

NOT MY LIL N¡GGA !! 😭,

Crying wishing I had said I loved you my n¡gga,

It hurt like hell knowing yo best friend is above you

Angry at god like COME ON LET'S RUMBLE MY N¡GGA !!, 

Damn my n¡gga,

Since you died I been going ham out here 

My enemies out here playing with death vengeance live in both of these hands my n¡gga, 

I can't my n¡gga 😭,

Some days it's hard for me to stand my n¡gga, 

FU*K LIFE !! NO MAS !! like Roberto Duran my n¡gga,

I SHOULD EMPTY MY CAN MY N¡GGA !!!💥😣🔫,

sigh..but I can't... I mean to much to my fam my n¡gga,

the gun pr...

Truth

Sometimes i feel sad for that kid that I grew from, 

Innocent child tongue changing color from the blue gum,

That same kid Erica used touch even tho I was too young, 

Had me thinking sh¡t was Kool guess I was too dumb,

7 years old like why they call this white goo cum ?

She used to give me head on her Mother's water bed,

15 year old girlfriend I thought I was special from all the other kids,

She had my mind and my body,

Used to have me watching pornos so we could go over sh¡t we could copy, 

I was tryna watch Bobby's world be this girl couldn't stop herself from climbing on top me,

even when I'd go to pee she'd wanna watch me,

Things starting to feel wrong,

I started feeling gone,

This game is no longer fun,

I used watch the other kids wondering why I no longer felt like one,

F*ck is going on with me,

Felt like the wor...

Dear Sista

Dear Sista its how you maintain your brains and your beauty, 

It's not just ya booty but the passion in your words to match ya curves truly moves me,

Pride untouchable dangerous as an uzi, 

Juicy lips pink diamond cut coochie,

classy out in public,

but love the hood because you from it,

the best of both worlds like the First Lady with Thug Life on her stomach, 

When I say you be on my mind all the time,

you be thinking that I'm lying,

but it's only you that i be missing, 

The only girl with closed eyes i can still see in my vision, 

Addicted with cannibalism thoughts i can't wait to taste your flesh,

The rays from your sundress leaving little to the imagination make a n¡gga say less.

small thingz to a GIANT

small thingz to a GIANT the whispers of a motionless enemy, 

If the remedy,

ain't a face to face then the beef is wasted energy /

small thingz to a GIANT the actions of a scorned ex,

having sex with the ni*gaz you know hoping you jealous enough to flex / 

Small thingz to a GIANT when old friends become new strangers,

cold world i keep my coat off the hanger,

lifes a constant rearranger /

small thingz to a GIANT when snitches act like we ain't seen them papers, 

When ni*gaz act like not sayin yo name was a favor, 

I say f*ck'em and now i got all new haters / 

small thingz to a GIANT when you don't get love for what you did, o

Or respected for how you live, 

It is what it is,

my ni*ga fu*k the bullsh*t and get cha bread ya dig? /

shiiid small thingz to a GIANT

The Conversation

God why do i feel betrayed, dazed by the views i was given imprisoned to fu*ked up dayz/ Destroyed by my own emotions, toasting glasses to the starz hoping, You hear me clearly as i put this pen to page/ sincerely the one that you forgot about, smoking weed until i get cotton mouth, these is verbal tears I'm dropping out/  Faded under the pail moon light asking questions, second guessing, not because i don't love you but because your son is f*cking stressin, I'm f*cked up and so is life, constant fights, between darkness and light, got me like ...WHAT THE F*CK IS UP !?, do we gotta suffer this much ?, who needs this luck?, i know I'm wrong for flipping but if these times ain't a good enough reason then what !?/ I'm having kush nightmares that i can't escape within my high, memories i can't drown in my bottle tho i try, Fly dayz landing out of beautiful skies just to die in front of my eyez/  I just wanna see better, then maybe ill see better, just let me know th...

Slave to Designer

Tell me What's the profit,

in having expensive shoes but empty pockets,

N*gga i dont see the logic, 

If looking fresh but being broke is COOL then I'm gon keep it TROPIC

You got an i phone with a sh*t car,

no weed but plenty cigars,

you n*ggaz is confused, 

Copping foamposites to give her pu*sy a mode ?,

my dude you tryna win to lose ??,

she giving her heart to your polo jeans and the rumour that you get money by any means that love is doomed,

pudding hearted n*ggaz out here thinking bout being "some G's" ,

Instead of " making some " thats that phony hustle,

you out here flexin wit macaroni muscles,

no cheese tussling to stay at the bottom letting material possessions crutch you.

You're a "SLAVE TO DESIGNER"