Missy couldn’t stand the rain against her window.
I don’t know why; it could be because it made her think of things she didn’t want to know.
For me, it’s something I like, it brings me peace in the middle of the night.
But I must admit there I times when it makes me think of my sins though or reminds me of how many directions my thoughts go
I would really love to share them, but there are some things about you that people just don’t need to know.
Like other people’s desires and where their heart should go.
I can stand the rain against my window
It helps me feel at peace and makes my breathing flow
It helps me decipher what people need and needn’t know
And to understand my desires and know where I want my heart to go
Reflections at this hour makes me know my worth and realise and remember why I walk upon this earth
Although on some days I require to feel some ones gurth but then I remember when I would let this happen and I would end up feeling worse, but now I value the connection of my soul to the higher calling and the universe
So now I keep my lady lips closed tighter than my purse and that’s the way it will stay until I find the soul connection of someone who can respect the value of my worth
I can stand the rain against my window
It helps me feel at peace and makes my breathing flow
It helps me decipher what people need and needn’t know
And to understand my desires and know where I want my heart to go
And by all accounts I am Muslim and without a doubt that should probably come first
But when you’ve had a life like mine it gives you a different kind of thirst
I respect those strong on their Deen, but I’m only human and right now I’m just, learning to be strong in me and be the best version of me I can be
I never knew who I was before but now I’m starting to see and I like the look of where I’m going and the possibility of fulfilling my dreams inspite of the imprint my past has left on me
I can stand the rain against my window
It helps me feel at peace and makes my breathing flow
It helps me decipher what people need and needn’t know
And to understand my desires and know where I want my heart to go