I have a problem
it’s serious to me
Those who doesn’t understand
My pain shall never understand
What it is like To be happy
Yet nobody to share it with
What it is to be so happy
You begin to drown in your own happiness
Do you know how that feels
What it is like to be so tired
Being happy is becoming
Becoming the death of me
So much pain
comes from being happy
Picture god granting all your wishes
for externality Can you picture that?
At some point wouldn’t you get tired of it
Hey hey hey
Don’t forget there’s a huge difference
You can wish for everything to stop
I can’t do no such thing
I can walk on the path of darkness
Become a whole another person
Living in hatred and Negativity
Being miserable
I can’t live like this
I shall remain who I am
something gotta give
I hate being happy alone
I’m enjoying life
What a wonderful thing
Secreting wishing I had someone
To share what the universe has to offer
Maybe and just maybe then
I can learn to enjoy being happy
Instead of hating it
Lol I’m a different breed 🤦ðŸ½â™‚ï¸
Julius170
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Hate being happy alone
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LP45 says: Nice write Julius. Sometimes we set apart from everyone else no matter our situation to learn how to be happy with ourselves so that others can learn how to better understand us. When the right one comes along, you'll know. Thank you for sharing this write. Peace and blessings. |
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