A hole deep in my heart remains,
You were the world to me but you did not feel the same,
Maybe in a weird sense you did,
So then that hole is multiplied by ten,
Lying, deceiving, and cheating you were,
I gave you all of me but what was it worth.
In the end i was nothing to you merely a fool,
Embraced by your trance or at least I thought it was you ,
I feel sickened ,weak in the head,
All my thoughts and dreams have been laid to bed,
Weep not for me, but for yourself,
As soon you will realize the house of cards you dealt,
Leads only to more heartbreak and tragedy ahead,
The blow happened suddenly, I gave you the best of me ,
Instead none of that matter as there were always others you sought
Oh the trials we fought,
So good bye have a wonderful life,
Take what happened here in stride ,
On how well you treat people, things you do and say,
You never know when it will become your day,
To feel the blow you shattered on me,
To know for you it was nothing but to me it was everything,
This pain kills me it sores deep,
As much as I want to wish you well, all i hear is hate,
However, I will not allow myself to be devoured  to your fate,
Remember you will reap what you sowed,
Although i wish you well, your actions made your story unfold,
To a world of deceit, lying and trying for someone who just doesn't care,
I pray mercy on your soul so that you don't feel my despair.
I prayed you would show up for me,
Show me your true self, honesty and devotion, I waited and waited
In the end I was broken.