Pondering...

Pondering...

The more i continue to try
The more i want to stop
You want to be more then friends
But to be honest i do not
Your one of my bestfriends
Why cant we stay like this
I want you in my life...
I just cant take that risk
The cost of losing you
I cant pay that fee
Maybe your in love
With what you want me to be
I want to pull back ..
I just cant let you go
Dont make me choose im afraid ill say no..

This Love For U

Why cant we be normal
Arguing everyday
Then makin up...this shidd here is cray
U say you love me
But whats love 2 u
Neglecting me,cussing me
Babyboy that cant be true

Oh nahh..they just friends
U say that everytime
Yo friends keep u away
But ur supposed 2 be mine
So i say do u
And ill do me
What if i did what u did
Think then youd see
Probably wouldnt care
Mhmm..tell me would u
Theres no other girl that would do half the shidd i do

So tell me please
why is it so damn hard
For u 2 leave the hoes
Just discard ur cards
Cuz when i first met u
My heart was barred
But u opened me up..nd ur leaving me scarred
Was i stupid for that
Maybe, i hope not
Because even when u hurt me
Youll still have my heart..