you left me long before I decided to go
I stuck around in tears learning how to sew
it took time to thread the needle
the eye wasn't wide enough to go through
to meet you on the other side
so I threw a pity party invited my shadow
and we cried so hard the pillow
couldn't survive when asked what was
wrong I couldn't describe what
I was feeling it took awhile
for me to heal I felt a lot of things
in my life but you made feel
your touch after so much had numbed
me up love is blind must be true
I never seen a day without
that day has come and gone
I used to say you done me wrong
wondering if you knew how it felt
to be longing for a feeling that didn't
last for long I admit it's not all
your fault the child within is
my evil twin the trauma is real
it never goes away especially
when that thing called love
comes in to play every time I
run to kick she snatches the ball
away no matter how many times
my head hit against that wall
no matter how many times I tripped
and had to fall I did all for that
one thing that still remains
ever flowing and never drains
these eyes tell the pain I
look away when it rains so
if you logon and catch me lurking
it's because inside Its still hurting