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Forefathers to the Fatherless

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Born  into  and  from  love  I  did  ascend

Knowing  of  a  physical  father  in  young  memories

Watching  him  self  destruct  before  my  eyes

Married  to  my  mother  but  loving  her  plus   his  alcoholic  sessions

For  reasons  unseen  and  haunted  by  reoccurring   bad  dreams

Or  so  I  can  only  assume,  my  first  example  in  training

 

A  realized  love  that  couldn’t  stay  as  I  made  notes

Taking  to  sights  and  sounds  for  referencing……..

 

Next  up  was  the  neighborhood  bully,  picking  on  me

Talking  to  me  demeaning  and  threatening  of  family

Afraid  of  the  love  inside  letting  the  devil  fully  rise

Until  forced  to  defend  the  honor  of  childhood  infighting

Delivering  a  solid  and  chilling  rage  fueled  bodily  fullisade

Quite  frighteningly  I  was  left  lonely,  my   first  example  in  maintaining 

 

A  realized  love  that  couldn’t  stay  as  I  made  notes

Taking  to  sights  and  sounds  for  referencing……..

 

Then  came  the gangs,  thugs  and  thieves,  who  nurtured  me

Showing  me  how  to  drop  the  biggest  one,  from  just  one  done

Delivering  stolen  goods  and  breaking  jaws  of   those  running  scared

I watched  quite  amazed  as  knockouts,  zip  gun  blasts  and  chains  reign

Switchblades  were  for  stabbing   enemies  and  slicing   handbags

Chillingly   these  miscreants  showed  me  violence,  my  first  example  of  heart  pertaining

A  realized  love  that  couldn’t  stay  as  I  made  notes

Taking  to  sights  and  sounds  for  referencing……..

 

All  the  while,  living  in  a  world  of  deep  duality

Being  raised  and  loved  consistently  by  a  praying  mother

Who  imbued  honesty,  class,  humility  and  manners  inhome

Not  teaching  manhood  per  se,  but  instilling  good  traits  for  building

Gladly  these  characteristics  revealed  balance,  my  first  examples  of  refining

 

A  realized  love  that  will  always   stay  as  I  made  notes

Taking  to  sights  and  sounds  for  referencing……..

 

Along  this  journey, there  were  other  forefathers  of  reference

Like  a  gay  man,  who  taught  how  and  when  to  recognize  scruple-less  women

Like  a  dope  fiend,  who  gave  his  life  so  I  wouldn’t  follow  his  footsteps

Like  a  jealous  acquaintance ,  who  pulled  a  gun  but  was  too  punk  to  shoot

Like  corporate  bosses,  who  put  business  first  and  always  extended  help  to  the youths

 

All  of  the  above,  help  me  to  realize  love  as  I  continue  to  keep  notes

Taking  what  I  need  from  sights  and  sounds  for  constant  referencing…..

 

All  THE  TIME  MY  FATHER GOD  NEVER  LEFT  ME,

CHECKING  AND  GUIDING  FROM  HEAVEN

BUILDING  MY  FAITH  AND  LOVE  FOR  FELLOW  JOURNEYMAN……

SEEKING  TRAINING, MAINTAINING, 

PERTAINING  REFERENCING OF  REFINING….

NO  QUESTIONING  LIFESTYLES

BUT  LEARNING  FOREVER  FROM  MY  FOREFATHERS

 PROVIDED  FOR  MY  EDUCATION IN  LOVING  HUMANITY

AS  GOD  CONTINUES  MY  TEMPERANCE  IN 

LOVE’S  ABILITY  IN  EACH AND EVERYONE! 

SO  WHO  TEACHES  YOU? 

HOW  DID YOU  LEARN  TO……LIVE, LOVE,  FORGIVE  AND  GIVE  BACK, IF  IT  WASN’T  FOR  OUR  FOREFATHERS?

 

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mrmelody7 says:

WOW WOW just a monumental capture like watchin a great box office move oh the great different journeys we have taken a lifetime expressed so well thru Poetry
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2b2b2 says:

Amen mrmelody7, twists and turns are quite necessary to find the straightway path....and yup each turn for everyone is different yet the same....Peaceful Memorial Day....thank you sir!
 

mrmelody7 says:

AS well to you how quick time goes remember 1st time on the Vibe thought it was just a place if someone wanted to post poetry for themselve didnt no nothin bout views and comments till I got one from you PoetWize and Latin lover that was close to 500 poems ago
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2b2b2 says:

Great memory, me too...the blink of an eye, the synergy...energizes and encourages the power of the pen of us all in concert on and thru humanity....its funny sometimes reading thru the varied writes you can see a theme that comes thru although most times we don't necessarily mean too...truly a blessing!

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mrmelody7 says:

EXACTLY
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Kingqadardwon' says:

Phenomenal write! This penetrated the dome on all levels! I'm honored to be a contemporary and brother of yours!
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2b2b2 says:

The honor is mine as well Brother Kingqadardwon'....thanks kindly! ONE
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mlowe5 says:

Praises be, 2b2b2. I hear and feel you. My birth father died when I was 1 year and 6 months old, my baby sister was just 6 months old and we had two older sisters. My Mother was ill at the time and we were taken in by my Mother's Sisters and their husbands, and my Grandfather. My kids, and those of my younger Sisters, made our Uncles proud by calling them GrandPa! Praise God for having allowed us to realize these blessings; how I was 40 years old before I knew that many of my other Uncles and Aunts had no blood relations to us. We got to get the back! Thanks for the share Brother! Peace and Love, M. Lowe

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2b2b2 says:

Namaste Brother mlowe5......thank you for reading and relating....your pen and constant encouragement is greatly admired and appreciated!

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