I thought of you today
but it wasn't the same as yesterday Today I feel pain
an overwhelming feeling of grief
Today I can truly feel the distance between you and me
So many moments that don't exist
Today I find myself longing for your kiss or maybe just a touch
you holding my hand
anything to make this feel real and not just a figment of my imagination
Not just some fantasy that I've concocted in my mind
I'm looking for a reality that I can't find So today I feel sad
so alone and lost
Searching for my love
I'm looking for you
This way that way where did you go
My high has turned Low
I was floating on a cloud of love
was it a fantasy
Pondering the possibility that there never was a you and me
I could've made it all up
Just a dream that became my reality
Am I insane, having a mental break down delusional
is that me
because today I can't find any evidence of you and me