I thought of you today 
but it wasn't the same as yesterday Today I feel pain 
an overwhelming feeling of grief
Today I can truly feel the distance between you and me 
So many moments that don't exist 
Today I find myself longing for your kiss or maybe just a touch 
you holding my hand 
anything to make this feel real and not just a figment of my imagination 
Not just some fantasy that I've concocted in my mind
I'm looking for a reality that I can't find So today I feel sad
 so alone and lost 
Searching for my love
I'm looking for you 
This way that way where did you go 
My high has turned Low 
I was floating on a cloud of love 
was it a fantasy 
Pondering the possibility that there never was a you and me 
I could've made it all up 
Just a dream that became my reality
Am I insane, having a mental break down delusional 
is that me 
because today I can't find any evidence of you and me
      
 
      


