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Going thirty years strong from you being with me, you never want to go, what do you see in me? You've been by my side since I can remember, you're like a steady burning fire with a forever burning ember. Even though people have entered into my life and a few tried to take your place, you let it be known they wont win that race, as they tell me they loved me, you were always in my face, even when they increased their love you steady pumped up the pace. I even tried to love myself so much more than you could love me, I tried to emerge myself in esteem, but you overcame that in a flash when you hugged me. I would adore this much attention from anyone but you, but you steady flexin your muscle telling me you aren't through. You tell me "I'm forever present in your mental and I'll always be in your life" your words cut me like razor sharp serrations on a knife. I hope one day you just get tired of being by my side and vanish into the distance, you've been by my side for so long but if you leave I promise I wont resist it. See I'm yearning to know what a life without you feels like, but you just wont go away as you're forever in my sight. I have a passion to be attached to so many other things, but when thoughts of that manifest you get back in my ear and begin to sing, you sing that song that has me tied to you. You refuse to lose that tune even when I cry to you. But you being a constant presence in my life, I might as well get you a diamond, you're as faithful as a Proverbs 31 wife. The world named you anxiety but I named you Constance Presence, because you're constantly here with me like a full time resident. You're so faithful to me even though I try to lose you, you stay holding me down...even though I'll never choose you. Mr. ABC
