sudden

it's peaceful on a tuesday night sitting in my room oh how i love to write. not worried about a think just my computer and I long lasting relationship nothing can divide. not even a long day can keep me from clearing my mind.

another breath, another step suddenly I realize it's all I have left peace be still to the winds and waves the outside chaos that tries to destroy i want to let them get in my brain not another second not another day. they won't startle or pump fear in me demonic people all around me.

they don't want God and it's clear to see they hate that i cuss and he still provides for me they wonder why God could love someone like me.