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Why did I allow
Those words to open me Up
Sitting in the back of the room
Waving my hands good bye
Can u see the pain
Waving back and forth
Behind this bigsmile
My soul is dying inside
This time I can’t patch it up
When it’s enough
There’s but so much
disappointment One person can handle
When your soul had enough
Enough is enough
Why did I allow
Those words to open me Up
Sitting in the back of the room
Waving my hands good bye
Calculating what I did
My brain is standing back
Looking back at it
None of this making sense
I said some
I shouldn’t have said
I don’t regret any of it
I know I’m a dumb ass
I got too caught up
in the moment
I was tryna do some freaky
Nonetheless my brain went left
( with the s )
Why did I allow
Those words to open me Up
Sitting in the back of the room
My soul looking Very unhappy
It’s going through a separation
When it got attach to someone
I found someone worth keeping
My soul going through a separation
I can feel the pain
it’s going through
It’s effecting my emotions
It’s taking a lot of energy
keeping it stable
I’m smoking a lot of weed
Thank god for this money
distracting my brain
I’m having trouble
Getting her outta my head
Why did I allow
Those words
to open me Up
Sitting in the back of the room
Waving my hands good bye
With a confused face
I was trusting the vibe
Energy never lie
Yet she disappeared
Without any explanation
My heart is not in pain
Physically I’m fine
Spiritually I’m connected to my soul
I build that connection between myself
With that being said
I can feel the pain
My soul going through
Dealing with a separation anxiety
I don’t know what to do
I can’t get this
Outta my dam mind
My soul found someone
It can connect to
On a different level
I never knew it existed
Why did I allow
Those words
to open me Up
That’s what lead to this
Pain I gotta share
