The girl who ran away

she was age 18 when she realized she was of age. 

all her life she felt like she was caged in. 

suffering from depression she felt out of place.

like a undiagnosed foster child she had no space.

no place to lay her head, no room no bed.

mentally abused but she couldn't express the pain she felt inside living as a happy family it was all a lie. 

there was always good food I admit but when it came to family secrets and favorites she was at the bottom of the list. 

no one would admit they didn't like her and that they treated her like sh...

never getting help it began to manifest she went on living trying to avoid the stress. 

as for school, she can't say she did her best. if you call escaping from life all the time. Then I guess. abused and they never seem to care it's all humor to their ears. 

they tell me I won't speak up. I was silent I never said a word and when I did speak it was full of profanity; full of hurt. explaining what I was going though I had no real words. 

no one knows me, the very same people that don't know me are the one's spreading rumors and the one's spreading rumors are people who say Blood is thicker than water and those very people tell me to leave and when I leave they tell me I left without even an explanation. 

society doesn't see the truth about you they see rumors. But, she has risen from the grave and demolished all tumors. every disease and disorder that ever tried to hold her back she finally got the courage to resist and the confidence to push back. 

Now she has learned to soar and not allow people to treat her like crap and that is what they call self- defense no bullets no guns no fits. and if you want more than you will have to keep listening.