let me be serious....okay let me be funny....okay let me be....can i just be...can i be something for me...and nothing for you...seriously baby...can i speak truth!..can i be true! Can i be true? Is it possible to love me...and not love you?...or to love you and not love me?..can i speak without getting to deep...for me shallow talk can be cheap...make me think...can i think...i think im getting to deep im starting to sink...no life vest ok ..can you hand me a drink...oh you can...i can't believe it...i cant believe you...so many thoughts on my mental...can you be gentle...its so simple...im so difficult...pardon me...while i pardon you...so many excuses... i dont know what to do...im useless....please use me!..please use me...please me!..please...please me...ill please you....ill be me...ill be who...ill be serious...ill be funny...ill be me...can i just be me....and you be you...