What is it I seek?
Is it fame or glory?
If I was to seek fame,
My life would be like a movie starring an unfamiliar character of my choosing.
To play me as me would be too cliche.
The beginning would start out as a young boy trapped in his own world,
Seeking guidance amongst strangers he consider family,
All the while figuring out that everything that glitters ain't gold.
Skip four scenes,
I am now an adolescence;
Reaching that stage in life where making it big and having fine women flock around me,
A wonderful dream, but as it stands the women I come across doesn't see the beauty within me.
Too sheltered I became by the same strangers that tried to mold me into them,
I am weird in their eyes.
Skip five scenes,
I am now an adult;
Going through the same struggles, but as time calls out to me,
my path has changed.
If I was to seek glory,
My life would be similiar, but not the same.
I play myself for nobody can play me as good as I.
At an early age I lost my mother,
At age 11 I lost my father.
Death has been a part of my life, but it does not taunt me.
I am comforted by those I lost for they are my angels.
They mold me to become what I am destined to become;
And as God guides me I will become that man.
Women are but a dime a dozen,
No longer will I think that in order to be complete I must have a woman by my side.
There are no scenes to skip;
There are no cuts.
Life is what you make of it,
And I intend to make the best of it.
So I do not seek fame or glory,
The only thing I seek is my destiny.