I can't love what hates me I tried but it still hates me the more I tolerate it the more it beats me I try ignoring it it seeks me finds me reminds me no matter where I go I can't put it behind me feeling like I'm underground in chains and bound the beast wears a crown still the Powers blacker than coffee grounds message in bottle it's brown candles white the art is dark bright light day and night nothing left inside me but a fight middle finger on the left and the right