risen early set aside a time and date to reach into the couch of my mind to find that in which is lost like keys coins and lost trains of thoughts things known then suddenly forgot like names numbers passcodes aimlessly floating around the frontal lobe piles of files secretly kept tucked away in manifolds endless searches continuous deep diving to uncover pieces of wreckage from a torn past existence attempting to construct something concrete enough to stand on just getting my business straight before it gets too late