I broke our home...left our family all alone...from late nights out to missed calls on my phone...things will never be the same for us...i gave it all up...in the name of lust...so i ask for forgiveness...cause only the fathers toolbox can fix this...16 years of marriage another 2 counting friendship...now im separated from my heart and im dying from the distance...cursed with the heaviness of your heart as my arms try to lift it...reading scriptures bout repentance while still living wicked...praying for God to order my steps so i can walk different...2 children by another woman is hard to live with...knowing what we had was God given ....we both need healing..
Wise_Notion
 16700
|
|||||||||||||||||||||
you need to login or register to leave a comment
Healing
CATEGORY
first love
Views: 156
You must be registered to leave a comment. Registration is FREE.
COMMENTS
QUEEN ARMANDA says: Gwad GOD you be spitting the truth write a book already. |
OTHER POEMS WRITTEN BY Wise_Notion
Light...Key...and FarewellI became a shell of myself locked in a cell of myself...you became a shadow of you second guessing the essence of you ...forced to find your light again...you shed light on the missing key to set me free...God works mysteriously...at times unclear...i still think what could of been...blessed with hints of a nostalgic scent...sent back to those times shared...the love will always be there...farewell  |
HealingI broke our home...left our family all alone...from late nights out to missed calls on my phone...things will never be the same for us...i gave it all up...in the name of lust...so i ask for forgiveness...cause only the fathers toolbox can fix this...16 years of marriage another 2 counting friendship...now im separated from my heart and im dying from the distance...cursed with the heaviness of your heart as my arms try to lift it...reading scriptures bout repentance while still living wicked...praying for God to order my steps so i can walk different...2 children by another woman is hard to live with...knowing what we had was God given ....we both need healing.. |
I Love HerRacing through my heart...she paved a way...she entered a void and claimed the space...she came to stay...her heart beats the rest i have to say...hooray!...her ray of sunshine brightens up the day...was cupids arrow meant for me... or was it a stray?...either way it sways...im trying to portray...the perfect picture of love for us to display... |
Worthy of loving againHead over heels...lovestruck...lovespells...over my heart...sick from the thought of us being apart...but those thoughts i have to discard...i love everythingl about you...ya smile...ya laugh...ya smell...ya walk...ya thoughts...i thought you knew i really love you...i do...the future for me and you...im ready to see it through...Me and you are here now...can we put love in the air now...talk to eachother to be clear now...trust...love and uplift.....can we coexist...i love you and only you if i must admit...our family is truly a gift...presently its our future im on...trying to create a new love song...to dance to...under the moon...stepping out of our shells reveiling our wounds...i need you...i want you...i love you... |
Happier TimesHappier times...please let me rewind...rummaging through my memories excited to find...us again...innocent...love birds in are prime...soaring through heavens resting on cloud nine...oh my how time flies...from clear blue skys...but still i have memories of happier times... |
Colors of ConsequenceIm feeling blue...i feel i blew it...i knew it...i screwed up...why did i do it...i should of viewed it...from her side...our grass was greener...yellow belly...false confidence in my eyes and demeanor...a cheater...poking out my Chess trying to be king...sacraficing my Queen...what a king.. really a rookie at love...gray clouds circling above...following me...me following the women in the red dress...undeveloped spirit battling flesh...incoming...hit the deck...love is war...put a purple heart around her neck...im just using colorful words to reflect.... |
Colors of ConsequenceIm feeling blue...i feel i blew it...i knew it...i screwed up...why did i do it...i should of viewed it...from her side...our grass was greener...yellow belly...false confidence in my eyes and demeanor...a cheater...poking out my Chess trying to be king...sacraficing my Queen...what a king.. really a rookie at love...gray clouds circling above...following me...me following the women in the red dress...undeveloped spirit battling flesh...incoming...hit the deck...love is war...put a purple heart around her neck...im just using colorful words to reflect.... |
Trust IssuesIm dealing with trust issues...lying while lying in bed next to you...decieving and scheming on my next move...but still cant trust you...what if she wore my shoes...to walk all over me...for a rendezvous.. with who knows who...so i cant trust you...im dealing with trust issues...now ya phone gettin CHECKED.... paying the PRICE for my DEBT..for PAYING other women to much attention...my guilt and suspicion...i cant handle the situation switching...thats why im in a position... where im dealing with trust issues... |