im hungry

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im hungry,

not for no mcdonalds or even burgerking,

stuffing my face all time still got me starving,

craving for more,

cant quite figure out what it is that im reaching out for

but everything i get my hands on aint satisfying that craving,

fed my face, gained my weight, filled with regret,

shopped enough to max out Bill Gates credit card,

yet im still hungry,

looking fly on the outside,

but my insides are screaming,

denying my soul yet overindulging my flesh,

lusting,

"sexed" enough, and though i bust my nut,

it aint enough,

still left empty inside,

so i go back for more,

more food, more sex, more materialistic things, more of the worlds favorites things,

aint that what us fancy girls do,

use what we got to get what we want,

dont call me a hoe, im just a squirrel trying to get a nut,

yet im still feeling hungry,

woke up after a long conversation with my Father,

finally hit me,

my soul is starving,

been craving His word for a mighty long time now

and its getting to the point of where my spirit is about to pass out

from spiritual malnutrition,

finding myself chasing after Him constantly

because Im like junkie

just need a fix from Him to get me through the day,

dont dare place judgment on me..i was just hungry..