HAPPILY EVER AFTER

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I WAS LOST BUT WHEN I FOUND YOU I FOUND PATIENCE. WITH NO TOOLS, WHO KNEW WE WOULD BUILD A FOUNDATION. I SEE YOU GIVING ME YOUR ALL, NOT JUST A DOWN PAYMENT. I THREW IT IN MY EX'S FACE LIKE IT WAS FOUNDATION. YOU NEVER HAD TO ASK "WHY" YOU ALWAYS LET IT SLIDE AFTER ASKING LANDED YOU INTO SOME FOUL PLACES. YOU DONT KNOW IT BUT PURPOSE IS WHAT YOU GIVE MY LIFE. I WAS COMFORTABLE BEING HURT, I THOUGHT THAT WAS RIGHT . WHEN THEY SAID LOVE DONY COST A THING. WELL, I GUESS I PAID A DIFFERENT PRICE, TIL YOU OPENED UP MY MIND. YOU TAUGHT ME A LOT OF THINGS, LIKE HOW I EVEN KNOW IM GROWING BECAUSE ITS ALWAYS ROOM TO GROW. DEEP CONVERSATIONS JUST TO PENETRATE MY SOUL. YOU REALLY HAVE THIS HOLD ON ME, I CANT SEEM TO LET YOU GO. I WONT PLAY WITH THIS FIRE BECAUSE I KNOW I CAN BE BURNED FROM IT. MY EX'S WAS ALL ON BULL AND YOU TAUGHT ME HOW I CAN LEARN FROM IT. WHEN I SPEAK ON YOUR NAME I LOSE MY WORDS FROM IT. THATS PROBABLY WHY I GOT TO WRITE IT DOWN. AS MUCH EXPERIENCE AS I DONT GOT, WHAT MAKES ME EVER THINK I COULD BE RIGHT FOR YOU NOW. HERE IM STANDING, STILL POURING OUT, AS THESE TEARS POUR DOWN. TRYING TO BALANCE MYSELF. YOU ARE MY SOLID GROUND, YOU KEEP MY FEET PLANTED, PLACED FIRMLY DOWN. YOU TAUGHT ME TO LOOK UP AS IF THERE WERE NO SUCH THING AS THE WORD "DOWN" AS GETS DEEPER WITH US I SEE JUST HOW MUCH IT CHANGES ME AND EVERY REASON TO CHANGE FOR NOW. WHEN IT HURTS, MY BODY BE SORE LIKE I WAS RUNNING ACROSS THE COUNTRY WITH NO KIND OF TRAINING FOR IT. I SAY WHATEVER OUT OF ANGER TO TRY AND BEAT YOU TO THE PUNCH WITH WORDS THAT HURT ME BEFORE AND THATS SOMETHING THAT ACKNOWLEDGE IM WRONG FOR. I HOPE I GET IT RIGHT BEFORE YOU END UP HATING ME FOR IT. SO SCARED TO LOSE YOU TO THE POINT I STARTED HATING ME MORE THEN YOU EVER WOULD. AND WHEN I SAID WHAT WOULD PUSH YOU AWAY, I REALLY MEANT TO RUN TOWARD YOU. IM MORE THEN TORN UP. I CAN'T BEGIN TO EXPLAIN THE ANGER AND RAGE THATS INSIDE ME. I HATE ME MORE WHEN YOU ARENT WITHIN MY REACH CAUSE MY *** UPS AND MISTAKES ALREADY MADE, WE STILL KNOW THERES MORE TO COME. HOW CAN I UNDO A MISTAKE THAT HAD ALREADY BEEN UNDONE ONCE. I WONDER IF I CAN HELP YOU TO HELP FIX US. I DONT EXPECT FOR YOU TO DO THIS ALONE. WE NEVER NEEDED A HOUSE FOR ME TO FEEL AT HOME. WITH YOU IM ALREADY HOME. THERE IS NOTHING WORTH MORE TO ME THEN HAVING YOUR SECURITY. KEEPING ME FROM HARM, WHEN IM COLD YOU KEEP ME WARM, WHEN TROUBLE SHOULD ARISE YOUR ALWAYS THERR TO WARN ME. I SHOULD HAVE CAME WITH A LABLE THATS READS THE BIG RED WORDS "WARNING" GOD PUT NOBODY BETTER BEFORE ME, YOUR THE CLOSEST THING TO PERFECT. IN MY SOUL I KNOW YOUR MEANT FOR ME. MY HEART BEATS YOUR NAME, GIVE ME A SECOND. PLEASE DONT WALK AWAY...JUST RUN TOWARDS ME...FOR STARTERS, WHAT IM REALLY TRYING TO SAY IS THAT IM SORRY AND THAT I TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR MY ACTIONS AND ME. CAN WE JUS CONTINUE TO BUILD HAPPILY EVER AFTER TO MATCH THE END OF OUR STORY...I ONLY LOVE YOU AND IF YOU EVER FELT THAT TO BE OPPOSITE THAT WAS MY FAULT AND IM SORRY.