she's not the same

From the horses mouth

is she schitzo? no

is she dilusional? no

is she crazy? no 

is her faith in God our Problem? yes

is her soul a democracy? no

is she really who they say she is? no

anything else you want to know about her I can tell you cause I am she.

end of discussion.

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what would you do?

if you new it was coming to you?

new camera?

new shoes?

let me know in the comments what you would do.

Can't Go Back

harrassment,

abuse,

torment,

I don't care about the money. 

it's not worth my peace of mind. 

it's not worth it at all.

prayer is the answer and he showed me so I trust him not man. 

i refuse to be abused. 

if i have to move for a peace of mind lord open a way

I have done good today I didn't cuss, 

I didn't say a thing. 

that hurts the devil more than your profanity.

 I can't go Back to anyone or anything that wants to take my sanity.

she's not the same

A remodeled home. 

requires a new vision.

which means you have discard the old way of living. 

A new vision requires you to dispose the old. 

just like our vision. 

just like our mission 

you cannot, 

put new wine. 

into an old wine skin. it will burst. 

Never be the same.

IT'S A BEAUTIFUL DAY

Fully charged. 

Ready to scroll.

click, click worship on. 

Praises to my number one.

Abba. I call you father.

Jirah. I call you provider.

emela. I say thank you. 

ezemo your in control. 

God bless.

Untroubled

destruction and hate, rise everyday

but, I don't fear. 

I have angels watching over me. 

I rest in peace. 

Rise with the king.

Heaven covers me.

Shattered pieces

she

she sits up late, nights thinking about how she can change her life?

what can I do she says to just got out of this Mess?

This mess I caused, this mess they cause. This mess was created by all of us. 

But, what must I do to be true to myself? 

what must I do to help myself love everyone else regardless of whether they love me or put me on a shelf? 

see I'm not just a bunch of words on a paper

I have a purpose to just free write

either

way

I have a purpose.

is to share something beautiful. 

something different. 

something unique.

something that the world has not heard before. 

something that calms the noise around you something that is not forced something that is peaceful. 

something that does no punch you because they can physically touch you so they use sound. 

but sound can da...

I

I have a mind so strong not even a boulder can break it.

I have a heart as soft as a baby's soft spot on their head. but it's protected.

I have the belt of truth wrapped around my waist.

I have peace that surpasses all understanding. 

.

The voice revealed

So, it's a quiet night and love is inside.

every door is closed and I have the key. 

the only one who can open the door from the inside is me; because the only one inside is me. 

when I walk out the door I locked the door behind me protecting my space from enemy invasion.

The outside is a war zone, sometimes I'm scared I just want to run back to safety but I have to gather supplies for the inside to stay healthy. 

on the other hand, I am free, free to live my life, free to live my dreams. the only one that is holding me back at this point is me. 

I am the only one that can stop me from fulfilling my dreams reaching, my destiny, and enjoying my passion. 

I Queen Armanda am learning to be me not you.

That is honest to God's truth. 

I am learning to walk in my own shoes and not shoes that are too small or too big. 

the size 10 and 11 fit ...