I speak to my heart,
Where do we stand admist the loveless?Shall I become heartless once again,And wage war against my sentimental emotions?Shall I lock them away thus becoming a new entity,An entity filled with raw emotions,Spitting venomous rage to all who "love me"And toy with their emotions just as "they" did?This sorrow I feel is not sorrow at all,It is a parasite eating away at my soul,Causing devestation and corruption,Leaving behind on wrath geared towards all of "them"!To make them suffer as much as I have!To make them feel lower than dirt,To spit on them in spite of their pleas!Am I wrong for thinking this!I have 25 reasons to feel this way,And 47 schemes to execute in 3 days!!Oh it can be done!But when it is all set and done,What will this solve.My heart is already in pain,Why hurt her more.I've abandoned her once,Again I never shall do so.She loves me justly,And without her,Just as God not being in my life,I am nothing.She consoles me as I speak these words,Shed tears in my stead.My weakness will become my greatest strength,The man that has been shunned will show "them" all,I am more than what you perceive me to be.Watch and see how I will once again rise from my own ashes.