When I think back
I see all that I lacked
What a story of fact
Reading materials has always been my daily snack
As I sit back and just look back to reminisce
The times I felt my wishes were thrown away or dismissed
Seeking for bliss from a spiritual twist
But up in the midst
I saw the fire in the midst started by a tornado type twist.
The tormenting wind has gotten me to nearly go crazy
But could never get me to become a man that’s lazy
Although it definitely made my future a tad bit hazy
And I admittedly discuss the hateful lust that became a must
Due to the lack of food and the strength of my internal gust
He lost any credibility with me
And I feel no remorse or anymore sympathy
Because once I had learned to accept it
The lack of synergy that was shown through me
Allowed me to divert the pain and dissect it
No more shall he have any respect, cause for now he will be disrespected
Cause now looking back in pensive retrospective
He is the greatest form of any man made contraceptive
Aborting any desire of life in this young man
Taking away the grains of productivity from my working hand
Lost my mind as I look to the days I was so eagerly blind
And walked from behind in the back of the worlds line
With Him there was never, nor could there ever be any sunshine
Any rays of light will come from the light
That I being I, myself shall emit
So please only rely & submit
Not to some exterior force of course
But learn from the start and listen to your heart
That there is no recourse.
'Cause we are granted one birth so as to live short and quickly die
I do still think back and wonder why
I’ve been shunned all my life
And never allowed to fly!
SkTzO