Note to Mama

A Snapshot

These days you either self healing , or frontin like you just dealin ,  tryin to be the strong friend and shake that funky feeling , that boa constrictor , and boy it’s consistent , chompin at the bit for that slice of life that you missing , face mask on heisman pose stiff arm the afflictions , I’m steady studyin my moves looking back with contrition , if only I’d listened.. to my first mind might be better,  but failure is my professor , I sip this coffee every morning like my life depends on it , temporary enlightenment sometimes the light is dim homie , sometimes I bathe in the loathing , guess I be havin my moments , life is comprised of those , and I really don’t need  help with the havoc I composed , I suppose I improvise in this one man show cause I gotta be 10 toes down when others need to lean on me so.. here’s a toast to weakness seeing and admitting the shxt cause it could easily go south and life Will just&nb...

Note to Mama

Mama / I hope you know you raised some warriors / and what's running through their veins is battle tested and glorious / in this cold world what worries us / is justice and its distribution / the scales are imbalanced / teetering on the verge of unrest / it's hard to walk nowadays with this target on my person / it's affecting me drastically / gets in the way when I'm working / people tell me I'm trippin / they can't see it / their eyes lie / but the camera lens tells the truth / I'm living proof / riding with lion's mane draped around my neck / despicable me / cause all lives matter / except when I'm letter T in the street / 

Mama make sure you keep some flattering pictures of me / I'd hate to be misrepresented by my last image / Americas eyes tinted / as she watches 20 / 20.  They did a story on the law when it's applied wrong , hindsight /  can't hide ya skin tone / fair game in plain sight / don't un...

WRITE MY WRONGS

I procrastinate , I daydream and when I come back I’m disappointed ,  I used to look at my girl like *** you want wit me? I’m full of and visions she confused it wit ambitions, the least I can do is warn you I’m wired different ,  I wanna do it all but seems like the time is missing , I’m often inspired but I’m never envious ,  just my own biggest fan and the world is not enough , I never cheated physically but mentally yes , she was...teaching me Spanish our own version of sex , was on the verge and I left cause technicalities are gateways to hate and other drugs ,  I’m a Scorpio..and I know ..we definitely hold a grudge,  she was using me as a crutch and I let her, at the same I was being crippled , and broken wings unattended to don’t mend the same that’s when birds of prey attack when they figure you lame , see happiness was never a problem for me , but trying t...