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The thing is I gave 100% effort. That's the thing though people pretend like they ahve a hand written rule book on whast this is suppose to be but no one knows in real life. We fantasize about the euro centric ideology of what relationships are suppose to be, how it suppose to feel, what it's suppose to look like. In reality, no one knows for sure.
In my instance, I know it, the relationship, should never hurt you. You shouldn't compromise who you are. So why I'm I?
These situation i keep putting myself in expecting a different result. I don't think I was meant to love in this lifetime. I don't think i was meant to be loved in this life time. I don't believe there is a single soul out there who will complete me. Though I am completed myself. Maybe I should say someone to compliment me. I don't know what I mean.
It's just...... why can't I find someone to love me for me ....
