a moment of desired pleasure carryover to undesirable feelings that's a side effect is it really worth it are the consequences enough to abort mission or is life more exciting living on death wishes is the pill worth the pain in the aftermath is it normal to cry after the laugh to ease the discomfort of the disease disabling abilities to overcome unwanted humility the gutters deep enough to drown in on a rainy day still it's a good time to get tears out the way it's like taking medicine to get a feeling then spiraling out of control trying to hold on to the soul fleeing the scene of the accident