I love this writing chit honestly I do wish I could express my feelings how I want to no matter how it comes out I tried but made my mother cry and my siblings want to fight so I left to save myself from a family feud I always made peace how come I can't speak how come my questions can't be answered l only know so much I can't write a tell all where were you can you explain where you been I'm just trying to make since it's two sides to every story too bad ones in the grave I need to finish don't want to come back to repeat this thing wrote so many things in different ways using a different phrase saying the same thing more work to do can't catch a break trying to self improve in this life time