I went from the boy that was picked on and now Ive picked up. Moving not losing and deprived I stay hungry foaming at the mouth to get all I want. I rely on GOD. Imagine someone saying it's all an mirage. My mind goes blank sometimes like I'm crazy and then I wake up. On this journey where all things are made to shake you up. Young man black man I see them looking at me with screw faces because I'm trying to be all I can be. With the destruction all around I'm found saying a prayer. They say don't get stuck on your knees but my heart is in the air. They say I don't read the bible enough so I'm not aware! Why all the stares! Why all the rules! Look at these fools using they're knowledge made on they're own as tools. My heart cannot even judge myself so how can I dual? How can I fight? I'm just trying to spread a message about the light, a message about the life, the message about the ways to a smile without bounds or regret. I can't wait to see what's next. As I keep writing on my pen and pad.
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FullboyMy skin stretches because of how I'm stretched. My veins I see pumping the music bass is thumping while my face looks plumper. They say I look different, they say I've changed they say I dont love. They say I look insane. Well in sane is in a space a universe a place. Congraulated I have graduated on a new level I have stayed steady. Discpline and listening have enlisted a rinse in me... of all the things that ailed me and not haled me. I am fat off life as the people rise with implications of their own. The reality of others will never bathe me right. So I will stay filthy until the ones who hate me should come outside. I stepped outside and got full on life.  |
UntitledI couldnt resist... I am hurting because of it. My knees are shot my back aches my mind is going crazy I feel alone and it's hazy. Distorted visions leading me to my kness but feeling defeat I am reeling for a hoping of a healing. I couldnt resist... and now I am here spilling my load off to you eliminating my fears venting to the extension called a listening ear. Fears I have none in your realm I am found. I am proud and I stand in my cloud not named yet because it comes and goes but I am glad that you stayed for some of my show. I couldnt resist I had to tell you how I felt. Being the mold so when I melt it's into what I was meant to be thankyou for needing me because I needed you. |
Nothing to LoseI have nothing. I have nothing to lose. If God took my hands back I would sing the promises of him never letting me sink. Then sit and wait to see my brink and stand at the edge of it. I am set with this emtional random thought that I haven't been bought with a price. The gold medals mean nothing, the awards hurt my stomach, and the succession called success is killing me. Slowly... so slow hanging and dripping like molasses I feel as time passes and know that I will never have it mastered. I am plastered fighting from being a bastard screaming God is my Father. The link in the chain is scambled as the crowd screams that getting money is candid. I have nothing . I have nothing to lose because I am already bruised but decided I didn't want to lose. So I try to stay steady and away from the abuse. You cannot lose if you are doing what you are supposed to do. #Ventdotcom.com |
Who Am I? (Super Hero) (April Poetry Contest)I am a boy born brown skin with tears. Screaming and believing I can conquer my fears. Growing up with scars from a far and near. I've developed ambition as an exchange to make it clear... no longer distorted visions my mind clear with percision because I know that the only way up is never missing. I pray to God daily for a poetic relief so I release on these sheets as if it is an impurity mixed agressivley with a wanting and desire for complete and total commitment. I stand legit with the bounds of loyalty and patience invested and encrusted deep inside the loins and particles of my skin! I bleed from within as I type on this page made a screen! I love with and array of different beams! So all in all who am I? I am a dream trying to fufill myself, because God told me the world needed help. Superhero.. |
Good WIfeGood wife she don't know the difference from I will than I do so confused...I watch as she goes with mad eyes proclaiming peace. A beautiful mind with beautiful skin a beautiful smile but not depended on beauty to win she works hard grinding I guess for the future. But then I see the truth hurts as she talks about it and she keeps herself in a corner so she can walk beside it shoving everyone away so she can make this love work for the children they display...woe to this women. Years spent for lies reason now blown out the door with insanity sneaking in to meddle the floor then settle in the walls decaying every ounce of love for a disastrous fall.(to be continued) |
Pen & PadI went from the boy that was picked on and now Ive picked up. Moving not losing and deprived I stay hungry foaming at the mouth to get all I want. I rely on GOD. Imagine someone saying it's all an mirage. My mind goes blank sometimes like I'm crazy and then I wake up. On this journey where all things are made to shake you up. Young man black man I see them looking at me with screw faces because I'm trying to be all I can be. With the destruction all around I'm found saying a prayer. They say don't get stuck on your knees but my heart is in the air. They say I don't read the bible enough so I'm not aware! Why all the stares! Why all the rules! Look at these fools using they're knowledge made on they're own as tools. My heart cannot even judge myself so how can I dual? How can I fight? I'm just trying to spread a message about the light, a message about the life, the message about the ways to a smile without bounds or regret. I can't wait to see what's next. As I keep w... |
It MattersAs confidence is the only relevance in our world. I scream go twirl. Twist me into it so I can be lost then tossed beat up then remade . I'm played with you over an over but no matter how much I hate you sometimes I know there is no way I can out run you...you are apart me even when you are apart from me because its not just me you affect but everyone.Attitude...it matters. |