all I really want this season is to wake up out of this dream dive head first into a bowl of ice cream and see my mama again don't seem like much to ask for once upon a time I wanted more but it ain't as easy as it seems so I'll have to settle for the ice cream bathe in uncomfortable memories of being groomed by lit candles in a dark room terror no one knows sep't the terrified one's the nervous disturbed upset stomach one's like the misunderstood misdiagnosed traumatized one's the one day "I'm gone get you back" one's vengeance on ice don't let me thaw out this life too hard to swallow uneasy to chew not good on the digestive system f**** the justice system where's justice for victims this violator got a get out of jail free card I'm inside sharpening skills like weapons fit to kill can't wait to get out on the yard to test this steal but even still it's all in my mind but this mind of mine sometimes tends to have a mind of its own will it wanders off through valleys of death and shadows alone without Grace & Mercy to tag along it's a danger zone earth shaking and breaking bones when it's in that mode it's on "leave me alone" do not open the box do not answer the phone it might be scam likely don't come in The room the truths unclothed ain't got no robe insides a lot it's a heavy load triggered rigged it might explode topic too hot to expose now this is how a wish list turns into a hit list when all I ever wanted was a mother's kiss but I'll have to live with this dream I guess