But I live....©

PAINTING THE ROSES BLACK

PAINTING THE ROSES BLACK. YOU'RE GONE AND NOT COMING BACK. I KNOW YOU WERE TIRED, WE KEPT EACH OTHER INSPIRED, AND WISH I COULD JUST ROLL TIME BACK. BETWEEN THE TWO OF US, YOU WERE ALWAYS THE NICER SISTER. SO WHEN I'M FEELING MEAN, I'LL LISTEN FOR YOUR WHISPER. GIVING ME THAT VOICE OF REASON, WHEN I'M VERY MATTER-OF-FACT. YOU WEREN'T A FAN OF COLORS, SO I'M PAINTING THE ROSES BLACK. I TALKED TO YOU THAT DAY, OUR WAS FACE TIME SO CLEAR, PLANNING YOUR RELOCATION, SO YOU COULD BE MORE NEAR. AND WHEN I GOT THE CALL, I ALREADY KNEW.... BECAUSE A PART OF ME HAD DIED, RIGHT ALONG WITH YOU. I CALLED YOU MY LITTLE PIT, BECAUSE YOU WERE ALWAYS BIG DAWG. AND NOW YOU ARE OUR ANGEL, HELPING US SEE THROUGH THE FOG. I LOVE YOU ISN'T DEEP ENOUGH, BUT I KNOW YOU FEEL WHAT I CANNOT SAY. WE EVEN STUDIED EACH OTHER'S ZODIACS FOR YOU I'LL KEEP A BOUQUET. I HOPE YOU'LL KEEP ME BALANCED, WHENEVER I FALL OFF TRACK. AND KNOW THAT I AM MISSING YOU, WHEN I PAINT THE ...

The Womb ©

He waited patiently to court me, precisely, respectfully, gracefully, tenderly in his plot to the womb. 

But at the time I was taken, and my hormones had awakened by a man who had forsaken… my need for emotional attention. See he was addicted to the streets leaving me home with Apprehension.  

And here this gentleman was to fill the voids that had been empty. I met his family and met mine. Our vibes were strong and intertwined. Surprisingly our mutual needs were aligned. …But Far too intense to fully consume, and by now he could smell the progression to my womb. 

10 years later we’re still friends. Petty fights we made amends. Crazy how we’d just pick up and resume, he never gave up on trying to get to the womb.  

And Now temptation is on both sides. The infatuation does not subside. Don’t put that song on...If you put that song on you gone start at my lips.. ...

The Avoided Conversation ©

You have a sturdy wick, but your candle has lost its glow. The demons trail behind you, and you may never know. Because you walk blindly with eyes shut, though you can see. And you say it’s none of my business but your ancestral comes from me.
 
This generation....
This generation stabs in the back, slaps in the face, won't feed thy neighbor but gluttonize with every taste. Ambition turns into addiction and births greed. Spread the nut but won't take care of the seeds. Beat your women ignore their cries. Black eyes, allies, blue cops, white lies. Your divine order is going counterclockwise. Drug funded franchise, sex your way to the top to capitalize. Sex trafficking innocent children, blood sacrifice to immortalize. Brainwash juvenile minds in a cult you demonize. Advertise and glamorize sins on TV to normalize. Desperate for fame you compromise, MK ultra-hypnotized. Common sense and Freedom paralyzed. Stop me when I start to tell lies! To summar...

But I live....©

I live with love, I live with hate. I live with gay priest whose jobs are at stake. I live with gossip, lies and lust. I live among people who I can't trust. 
But I live.....

I live with Racism and Discrimination. I live among teens who practice fornication. 
But I live.....

I live in a City in a Poor State. I live with friends who turn out to be fake. I live with Murders, Rapist, and Thieves. I live with citizens who carry mace on their keys.
But I live..........

I live with guns, violence  and pain. I live with tears. I live in shame. I live to watch loves ones die. I live to watch mother's cry. I live in a world where it's OK to kill a baby, but if I kill it once it's born jail is how you repay me. I live in a world that is not fair. I live among people who do not care.
But I live.......

~© Nycewitit ~

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