I Wish I had a Male Man

Love is Love - So Does Much Matter

Love is Love -

I have heard people say, "I love you."
I've heard, I love you a lil, I love you a lot.
I've also heard, I love you too much, this much, so much, very much.

If someone says, I love you and someone says, I love you very much, does that make the person who only said, I love you, love mean any less than the one who said, "very" much?

Love is love, so does "much" matter?

Love

Is vision without seeing
Is hearing without talking
Is feeling without touching
Is longing without lusting
Is dreaming without sleeping
Is enduring without suffering
Is trusting without doubting
Is a reason without understanding
Is peace through circumstances
Is being alone but not lonely
Is patience with persistence
Is learning without leaving
Is how a moment makes a day

Love.. is when nothing is EVERYTHING!

Zinfandel

Zinfandel is a man to me who I see as being fine as wine
And at times when we talk words coming out my mouth
Are not the same words going through my mind

Ok, so he's married, what's that got to do with me
He's still a fine Zinfandel for all the world to see
He's a handsome, dark, chocolate with a very sexy voice
And if I catch him behind closed doors
Would I be strong and make the right choice

My arms want to hold him close, his wine I want to taste
But I have to stay focused when I see him in this place
My ears want to hear him speak, his scent I want to smell
And if we were to ever do this, I'm sure neither one would tell

To think of him the way I do, one would call it lust
My body is longing to be loved so myself alone I don't trust

As friends, we are really cool
But to be intimate I really don't need
Cause he's trying to do what's right
And in his marriag...

I Wish I had a Male Man

I wish I had a male man who was around my age, not married, not in a relationship, very understanding and willing to accept my imperfections.

I wish I had a male man where our communication would be top notch. Someone I could share my thoughts with, someone I could talk to throughout the day, anytime of the day.

I wish I had a male man, one who doesn't have to lie. What's the purpose of lying? Just be open and honest, because honesty to me is the way to be. Yeah, one who would be a man of his word. If he said he would call, he would call. If he said he would come, he would come. If he said he would do, he would do.

I wish I had a male man, someone who is not about no drama, no jealously. Yeah, someone who's not stuck up and stubborn, one who doesn't harbor hurt. The past is the past, I can't change his, I can't change mine.

I wish I had a male man that is patient, peaceful and playful. A man that's down to earth,...

Relationships

Relationships start off like oh so right
Making love damn near every single night
Dancing, the movies, going out bowling
Cracking so many jokes, I'm on the floor rolling
Rolling with smiles and oh such laughter
You were what I thought was my forever after
Everyone knew that it was just us two
The vibes and love between us just grew 
Grew so strong, but then it all went wrong

Here comes the nagging, the bickering and doubt
Along with the lies, the hanging and sleeping out
Who are these other girls calling yo phone
Dem' girls don't know, they better leave you alone
But I don't just blame them, it's yo fault too
Cause cheatin' with them was somethin' you chose to do

Arguing and fussing, raising yo voice and cussing
Words were said out of frustration
I took those words into consideration
What happened to the smiles, the good times and fun
What ha...

I Wonder

I wonder why you entered my world
And was gone before I knew it
For you brought me so much joy
That my heart still clings on to it
I wonder why you stopped calling
And didn't come around again
A love that was so good
Was it worth me losing a friend

I wonder if I did it over
Would I do it just the same
For the love I love only you bring out
And has me calling out your name

The simple pleasures of life were here
And oh how it felt so right
I think about your gentleness
And how you hold my body tight

I wonder why things have to change
And why I have to miss you
Each day without you I feel sadness
And each day I long to kiss you

I think of the words spoken through our eyes
With a big smile upon my face
I thank you for those treasured moments
Where we lived in our own place

No one...

He is Me

There's so much about this man
I've learned and prayed just to understand
Driven I am and so is he, fierce and determined for he is me
It's easy to love him, for he is me

Dominate and confident for the world to see
He has the same confidence, for he is me
I love his style and the way he dress
I long for my breast to rest on his chest
His smell, his touch, his smile, his demeanor
Everything about him is a reflection of me
He is me when I look in the mirror, he is me when I dream
I wrote about a vision of him, the vision that's yet to be seen

Two people together, too much the same
Two people as one, two different names
He has raised the standards and he didn't even know
To get with me, it's extremely high
Where some don't even bother to try

I sit and realize life is what you make it
And all is fair in love ...

Candy Crush

Candy Crush is a computer game that people like to play
But Candy Crush to me was revealed a different way
My adrenaline would flow, there would be a quick rush
For this guy I liked a lot and had a real, big crush
Having a crush on him meant I would find a way
To do extra, special things to brighten up his day

My Candy Crush, I played it only once a week
I'd place candy in his draw where he would go and seek
I'd buy candy for my Candy Crush cause he was just so sweet
I'd think of all the different candies he would love to eat
There were Snickers, M&M's, Baby Ruths and Smarties
You know the sour tart candies people have at their parties
There were Peanuts and Skittles, can't forget the Red Hots
And the chocolate covered raisins, oh he liked those a lot

I'd place candy and cookies and different types of chips
And when no one was around...

Take Me

Take me to those precious moments in time
Where I once held you oh so close
And your lips passionately touched mine

Take me to the time when my eyes would see your face
Where we knew on sight no matter where, our bodies would embrace
Your smell still lingers in my mind, take me back to the time

Take me to the days where I would sit on your cart
Trash can and even in your car
And get lost in the moment of just being where you are

Take me to the night when you softly kissed my breast
When I felt comfort in you arms and laid my head upon your chest
Listening to your heartbeat, I knew this love was real
Take me to no movement where time with you stood still

Take me to where I seek God and pray
Lead me Father guide my steps and show me the right way

Take me to the minute my life would forever change
And let us live in love and peace ri...

Still

There comes a time when we let go
And no longer feel what we thought we know

I know he's the one, he knows I'm the best
But the times we share are less and less
To love and not see, how could this be
To have and not hold makes summer nights cold

It's okay to cook for one
But dinner for two is much more fun
To never laugh for days and weeks
Yet a smile comes through, but just for a peek

Time ticks and ticks and ticks on by
As days wither away, your heart still cries
To wait for answers as questions are still there
Is hard sometimes for one to bear

Your mouth speaks words loud and clearly
I love you too, I love you dearly

Moving on has made me see
That the love I have still, is the love for me
The past is gone, we should feel no sorrow
Live for today, dream for tomorrow

Let's take ...