I'm going to say some things that may seem drastic,
like when I opened the devil's casket.
After I murdered him, with a knife engraved with
scriptures from revelations.
Cut open his chest, removed his heart, and dehydrated it.
Rolled it up and started smoking it.
Had sex with my woman, gave pleasures true to my creed.
Pressure burst the pipe, releasing demon seeds.
As it grows, I wonder what it would grow to be?
A good productive person, or an evil bane to society?
And would that be, with or without me?
I can't change the past, temporary insanity.
Only half bad, there's some positivetry.
Though there are days, I wish the mirror wouldn't reflect me.
There are days, in which I reflect upon when I'm happy.
I love hard, and hate just as equally.
Wish there were no drugs, but do what you must to
make money.
Can kill a man with these bare hands, but want all to
live peacefully.
The burdensome pain of a dual reality.
As the struggle continues inside me.
I'm looking for that door, when opened I'd be set free.
Into a world, that sfter the verdict, will let you live, if your
truly trying to do it honestly.
Most can't see past themselves, as if they've lived so
perfectly.
That's when I understand, it's not me thats lost his sanity.
My only mistake was allowing opinions of others to effect me.
Then again, I don't know, maybe?
Am I over thinking it too much, possibly?
I know the lord wants me to be the best I can be.
I wonder if the devil is really dead, or if he's looking for me?
And which one will be the first to find me?
This great big world suddenly feels so tiny.
Maybe I just stand out, that's why everybody eyeing me?
As I move about my biz on the daily.
As if they know all my mistakes now, back to youthfully.
Maybe it's just regret, and I'm feeling guilty?
This blunt got me trippin, seriously
I'll roll another one later, and see if I think differently.