Thoughts From The Sideline

The Get Back

"The get back” is a scorching feeling deep within your soul that you seek to obtain once again. A feeling that’s unexplainable.. A feeling that no one can help you fight through or assist in easing the pain of missing it. “The get back” is an emotional low, that sparks the journey of an extraordinary high. The type of voyage that Earth, Wind and Fire can’t diminish but elevates the effort.. “The get back” can be a chase for love, a connection or the opportunity to weld and re-hinge yourself to a mate at the soul and discard the tools used to do so.. “The get back” is you closing your eyes when the paths unclear, allowing the heart to place you back on track.. “The get back” is powered by faith, fueled by the almighty but steered by the soul of one who requires the spirit of another. A spirit thats necessary to locate in order to be considered whole.  My “get back”

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Sunshine

You probably think of a nice day at the beach; a day to wash your car or maybe BBQing with friends.. I love all those things but they’re not my first thought... see my sunshine is metaphoric, living behind the eyes of that special someone.. Her gentle light seeps through her pores and energizes my soul.. Her personality so uplifting it’s repaired me in numerous ways.. I’m so grateful because what she provides, medicine or counseling couldn’t produce the same results..  Her touch saved me! Saved me from a dark place that I’d come to love. A place I called home for so many years.. Excavating me back to where I belong.. Allowing me to shed the skin of my doppelgänger and take the lead in my lane in life.. Thanks for throwing me a life raft before I completely capsized… 

An afternoon Thought

Love is a feeling of certainty; a feeling that you get with someone that takes you on a journey without leaving a room. A feeling that injects peace and removes hurt.. It’s like a spiritual cleanse that warms the heart and satisfies the soul. Love is patient, love is understanding and love is us.

The Recipe

Even the bowl was crafted with love. Buckets of Historic Sands from Mandeville,  the location my grandfather found his queen..  Mixed with water from the most purest streams in Manchester parish..  Blended then sculpted into something beautiful, yet strong.. Strong enough to create all the necessary items need to contain a strong Leo women.. Just enough Melanin so you know her lineage but still enough to give you cavities.. 5 tablespoons of intelligence that balances out her funny and sweet personality..  An Unknown amount of uniqueness that seeps through her pours daily.. she’s her own empress, controlling the entire lane she decides to travel in… I feel the almighty went heavy on the expressions and smiles.. she stops traffic when she smiles and wrecks hearts when she walks.. Hips that tantalize and a caboose that’ll make you beg to nibble on… I would  elaborate more but I can’t kiss and tell!! A heavy portion of lips tha...

Connection

Her smile makes my soul dance.. moving me in ways I’ve never experienced.. She calls out for me but there’s no sound,  touch or visual signal.. Its like being synced to a Bluetooth speaker but your services are off.. not mind control but energy existing on the same wave length..  My brains electrified by her desire to please.. I can’t even share nor describe our episodes because you just wouldn’t get it.. even if you could, I’m stingy and serious bout this one so it’s non-negotiable.. I will say that when our instruments collide there’s no sweeter tune.. Ultimate pleasure seeps through our pores from the elements of multiple genres.. stroking at her violin strings while she massages my trombone... tickling my flute as I beat her bass drum, this musical playground lifts us both.. Head clearly in the clouds as we exchange words of gratitude while we ride the beat.. The rhythm slows as sweat drips from our exhausted bodies.. We con...

Thoughts From The Sideline

Why you let them boys play Mario Kart wit ya heart🤔.. Shiiiittt, you you dodging me like they dodge them slippery bananas.. I guess they were at the right place and time.. But it’s the wrong path and feeling.. or is it the feeling that keeps you going back?  Trapped in a pool that you’re having trouble staying afloat in.. Don’t sway by me like that... Lips, hips and caboose keeping me in a trance.. Thing is, I see more than that and fully want to indulge in all that is you..Contrary to popular belief, I’m not on the same wave as them.. I’ll never be your ex, I’m your ecstasy! Big difference lady.. As they take you apart piece by piece, I day dream of introducing experiences that that not only elevates your mind but lifts your soul.. A ride thats PG-13 so I can learn and cherish what you’re  all about.. A ride that may show you things about yourself that you didn’t know.. Breaking the mold and heightening your think...

Mental Inspiration

Every time my fingers touch these keys I have an out of body experience.. Stimulated on how your touch electrifies me.. Just flows through my fingertips.. Sometimes good thoughts, other times bad but all in all the scales are tipped in your favor.. So many alphabetical clouds but not enough avenues to express them.. I have a small net in a mind full of large characters.. Like an emporium worker attempting to catch them like butterflies; I sweep through trying to put words together to explain how, why and when my heart beats for you.. A song will have me piecing words together like the duo's on the soul train scrabble board.. My inspiration is endless because the essence of your soul is trapped within me.. A place where not everything survives.. A safe place but at times the caged dragon that resides there burns these character before I can capture them on a pad.. But yours always remain.. Over all that is important to me you remain.. does he understand the bond and allow you ...

Ebony

Known as a name, a color and used to simply sum up natural black beauty. Sometimes referred to as Jet or shadowy. From long to short hair; curly to straight; dred to nappy. All these are ebony. From full plump lips; to wide spread hips; those hazel or coffee eyes; and most times thick voluptuous thighs! Some of my favorite characteristics of ebony. Round bottoms; from small to large. some heart shaped, some resembling a perfectly round candy coated apple. Always sweet and very edible. And Breast, You can't forget those.. Bee stings to cantaloupes! A curvaceous sculpture to say the least.  Small to large Short, tall, skinny or simply more to love; ebony comes is all types of packages. Skin ranging from chestnut to chocolate, as if double dipped at a factory; ebony you look so sweet! 

Married to Music

Marrie

In the zone.. A place that never lies to me.. A place where I do my best thinking, decision making and just vibin.. Always thankful for these beats.. Highs and lows.. It's always been the music.. Just like life.. Highs and lows.. It's there for me during both.. Especially the lows.. The rhythm helps calm me during episodes of bad human interaction.. When I'm mind traveling.. Or maybe in my feelings, the music helps reel me back in.. Never a disappointment.. From that 70's classic to them 80's banga's.. Rick James, Harold and them blue notes, earth, wind and fire.. Music was truly that fire.. Lifting people to places drugs couldn't.. You evolved into rap.. Cool and the gang, grand master flash and the furious 5 and KRS one were setting mics on fire.. LL turned mics to stone while the beastie boys kept parties jumping into the wee hours.. No judgement of color or place of origin.. Just bring the...

soul motivation

Every time my fingers touch these keys I have an out of body experience.. Stimulated on how your touch electrifies me.. Just flows through my fingertips.. Sometimes good thoughts, other times bad but all in all the scales are tipped in your favor.. So many alphabetical clouds but not enough avenues to express them.. I have a small net in a mind full of large characters.. Like an emporium worker attempting to catch them like butterflies; I sweep through trying to put words together to explain how, why and when my heart beats for you.. A song will have me piecing words together like the duo's on the soul train scrabble board.. My inspiration is endless because the essence of your soul is trapped within me.. A place where not everything survives.. A safe place but at times the caged dragon that resides there burns these character before I can capture them on a pad.. But yours always remain.. Over all that is important to me you remain.. does he understand the bond and allow you ...