My heart competes
In turns, of lusting for a love
Gone away, afar recalls a turn
My concern, was, but trust in returns
Burning, searing flames of desire
My mind plays movements exquisite
Dreams sear me in restlessness for that
That which I know not or whom to consume
I am consumed in a revelry of rapture
Just imaging the closeness of promised embrace
I race thru daze of nights and daze of days
Return to me sweet queen, return ephemeral at least
Lest, I so travel to you love, ever so discreetly
Closer to thee, yet unable to touch you physically
Your stature I vision, waiting for me to come and worship
Desirous to touch, forbidden by mistrust, the weight
Maiden of dreams, you are a Queen in concept to my art
Outside these gates, I stand, yet bended knee extends
Love me, for you have felt me, turning in skies above skies
Frilling whisps wafting to drift in thoughts of our first kiss
Miss in direction, I orbit in circular thoughts of bliss of an “us”
You admonish, but is this but a denial due to contrition
Music is your body, so I dance too, as your mind is hard at work
So I understand and smile, that smile, that belies my what and why
Whimsical tunes or tones to rhythms to hues to an imagined love
Spirits meant to soar, so please pardon my interruption, if you please
For you please my conscious, constantly quickening and even lickin’ me
Beaten and drawn in a canvas that beats a drum for what soulmates see
There can be no mistake, so I wait for a turn to weigh my deeds vicariously
Knowing that the balance is lost when I think of being in a lasting embrace with thee
The flames are far away, but burn eternally, concerning a love that must have been
One time or another, our souls embraced and tasted the fire of Phoenix
Breathe Queen, breathe your fire to erupt upon me, so I burn still for you
Even if only, or only ever is it 2b a scene from a nightly dream in memes
I read this love and its warmth, and I know I’m always at home, within an old flame!