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It’s been awhile since we sat at the dinner table for two
Sitting face to face discussing our day
Or the simplest things like me rubbing ya back or you rubbing mines
If only i could get you to run my bath water one last time
With the rose pedals smelling like watermelon
Candles lit lighting up the bathroom
The thoughts of you loving me made me complete
It’s been awhile now since I felt that feeling
I’m waking up at 5 am just to fix yo damn
breakfast sending you off with lunch packed and a love letter
Telling you to enjoy ya day and I’ll be home waiting with dinner at the table
Just for me to remember that we’re not connected
Now this ain’t no connect for because it seems like someone always has to win
Arguements pissing each other off
the I hate yous
And 5 mins later it’s thy I love yous
This ain’t no damn baby boys
Because if we ain’t gone come together and make this one
I’d rather subtract the thoughts of you not loving me
Just to add someone who knew how love should be
Damn I missed how we used to be
Or maybe it was me saying this is how I wanted it to be
For you To walk through those doors saying baby I’m home
I brought “your favorite wine
He know I love me some red wine
But then again this was me reminiscing off the moments I thought we shared
It’s been a while now since I lasted layed eyes on you
Saying damn this man is fine
Something I always wanted to say
Please Don’t get it twisted I’m not missing you just reminiscing
Of what I thought we had
It’s been awhile now
And I’m sorry to keep saying this
But to whom it may concern
My feelings are my feelings
And I’m here to express it
I thought I was worth so much more
You could have played me like a fool
Because if right is right and wrong is wrong
I’d rather be right for making the change to get out of this place
But then again they say
It’s been awhile since we both last felt this feeling
