the disease of loneliness is corroding my heart, my mind and is spewing out of my eyes effecting my vision. my heart beats fast in aggervation my mind races in thoughts to help me stop feeling this way i hide the pain with a smile and a nod "i'll be o.k" i tell myself but the truth is i wont im dying inside and i need to be saved....
jbreezy
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OTHER POEMS WRITTEN BY jbreezy
Broken 2Tears fall like raindrops hidden in the corner of my room from the outside world the guise of a smile for everyone else to see but under it all I am dying inside depression creeps in like a bandit Highs and lows accompanied by sleepless night my head filled with thoughts that will never touch my lips Too afraid to speak my mind too afraid to be strong Afraid that I will fail and become even more broken than I already am  |
Forgetting youTrying to let go of you while holding on to my sanity It's like forgetting the peices of you between the sheets of another...it doesn't work, they always find their way back. Like breadcrumbs leading me back to toxicity. I've tried to let go but you've tied your self to my soul, etched your name deep into my heart so that no one else can reside there. See I've traced every inch of your body and memorized your face and all of it's movements from the apples of your cheeks how they protrude when you smile to how your eyelashes look while you sleep. I once told you no one will ever love you as much as I love you and I stand by that, but now I'm left pondering... obsessing really, on why I was never good enough for you to return the love I gave. Now I am nothing but damaged goods, somewhat of a fein searching in others to feel the way I felt when I was with you, but nobody can compare. If you ask me why I love you I won't be able to put it into words but millions ... |
rewindMy heart used to beat hard as the thunder above me with the thought of love then you or two or three of you made me cry I've cried so many tears of heartbreak it could fill the Pacific ocean but now they are as dry as the Mojave desert in the middle of the summer and my heart cold as the icecaps of the south pole so what do I do to reverse the repercussions of your actions I want my heart to beat with the intensity of the humming birds wings again I want to get butterflies in my stomach again I want to smile from the inside again help me please I just want to feel again |
LOVEWhat is love really there is no real definition of love, you cant touch love, you can't see love. So i ask again what is love? but a word a thought, something our brain makes us feel, but when you not around the person you were once in “LOVE†with you no longer love him/her the most common phrase “ I love you but im not in love with you anymoreâ€. what is that supposed to mean really? I once read this article that said when people have sex together and they orgasm and they are having frequently or not even frequently just having good sex there hormones send signals to the brain saying that, that person is your mate which makes you feel like your in love with them. In the spanish language they have different words for the different levels of love for example Te amo / I love you is reserved for your lover not your family or friends. Te quiero/ I love you, implies affection, love , care, not necessarily lustful. You can say te quiero to your family it is... |
LONLINESSthe disease of loneliness is corroding my heart, my mind and is spewing out of my eyes effecting my vision. my heart beats fast in aggervation my mind races in thoughts to help me stop feeling this way i hide the pain with a smile and a nod "i'll be o.k" i tell myself but the truth is i wont im dying inside and i need to be saved.... |
KNOWLEDGEMY MINDS LIKE AN ALL U KAN EAT BUFFET ENDLESS KNOWLEDGE AND INSIGHT ON THESE OTHER ES CANT EVEN BEGIN TO IMAGINE, SEE MY BOOTY MAY B BIG AND MY THIES MIGHT B TIGHT BUT HE SAYS I *** HIS EARS JUST RIGHT, MY PHYSICAL ATTRACTION IS NOT TOP PRIORITY CUS MY LIP ACTION IS A MINORITY I CAN HYPNOTIZE HIM WITH MY BRAIN RATHER THAN MY HEAD MY BODY CAN ONLY HOLD HIS ATTENTION BEFORE HIS EYES START TO WANDER BUT AS LONG AS I GOT THIS LIP ACTION THERE'S NO NEED TO PONDER |
imariI look at her looking at me and realize this is how things should be. Beautiful brown eyes olive skin curly hair thanking God I can be there to raise her up to be a better woman than me to teach her to be the best she can be. I’m blessed to watch her grow and to teach her all that she should know. I love this girl and she loves me and she knows that she has the key… to my heart and we will never part maybe in distance but never in soul she will always be my baby……... IMARI |
ice princessMy hearts big but it beats quiet
cold as ice
aint no breakin thru
cause of the things you do
no not do, done
as in past tense
cant take back kinda thing
scars in my heart kinda thing
tears in my eyes kinds sting
cus they cant break thru
but it wasnt just you
i can count a few................................but you wouldnt understand the loveless life of a ice princess
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brokenFix me up, break me down do whatever it takes to turn my love around breath some life back into my soul so that once again i can be whole wherever you are i need your love need you arms around me tight like a glove mystery man, mystery man i need you more than ever the lonliness is hurting, my heart strings might sever time is of the essesnce because my love is fading without your presence |