if anybody see me crying I'm not sad I just feel like I wanna cry if anybody see me laughing I'm not happy I just feel like laughing out loud if anybody see me struggling it's because I am struggling I'm only troubled when I'm in trouble otherwise I can't be troubled those who have my heart are those who can only touch my heart there's only one I can trust with the task of loving me the past is haunting me got some soul ties I need to cut loose even if it means there will be blood loss I'm willing to bleed in order to grieve the loss I can't be lost if I know where I am who I am is not who I was back then if anybody see me walking down the street by myself I'm not alone I just wanna be on the path alone_____________