someone ask me why I write so much "I got a lot to say" that you won't hear "if you won't read" because I don't talk about it it's a waste of time "through one ear and out the other" paid no mind my own family made me cry I won't shed a tear when one die can't believe my own blood tried to take my life I got to shed a light on the dark side just because sun shine don't mean it's summer time it's like wearing a coat of many colors left for dead in a hole by my people who I know I would die for lay down my life for it's a hurt that never goes away I wrote it down and read it back to myself everyday