The Difference...

...ain’t like them otheR girls can’t front like I’m tryna be too busy living in my head anxiety be stopping me can’t knock the next One please Black Queen do Your thing carry yourself cautiously while you mind the path you lead my biggest fear is giving myself carelessly to someone with fake interest I failed to see the thought of someone out there knowing my inner workings isn’t something I’m tryna be, people come and go but I’m Amazing so I’m told Lately I don’t possess wisdom but common sense is everything. Assess thoroughly..speak fluidly; everyone’s motive seek that inner being maybe if choices were so easy I’d live freely with no care in me just inner peace...social media on empty like a black hole draining energy..why would I seek attention superficialities an Existence I don’t care to need.. temporary interest and they say I’m different; I’m Like how? I’m Just regular me but does that mean anything? “regular” nowadays is a scarce commodity if U ain’t ran through drama following..few could know “of” me but dnt “know” Me or the mental appetite I need..only a King cause I’m a Queen heavy on the Nefertiti..Z