Wanting to call you
To see about your day
Knowing mine was toxic
I stayed away.
Wanting this moment
In time to be over
Feeling like I’ve got the luck
Of a one leaf clover.
Wanting a change
From the old to the new
I look forward to dawns
Of sunnier days coming anew.
Wanting and needing
My strength to sustain
I see my reflection
Go from pretty to pain.
Wanting so desperately
To just break down and cry
I can feel my core weakening
As time passes by.
Wanting and waiting
For that help from above
To heal the cracks
Of my foundation with love.
Wanting to call you
In need of your embrace
I patiently wait for
The right time and place.
Wanting to heal my heart
So I can stop guessing
Hoping to see you again soon
My friend, my blessing.
5/5 LP45