Lost in Time
Lost in the past,
Lost without Love
And lost without cash.
I'm a lot like a puppy
Just running the streets,
Lost without a family
And I'm lost in defeat.
Lost in a world
That scars me to death,
Lost in thought
And I'm losing my breath.
Lost without a heart
Lost without a soul,
Lost with so many memories
And I'm always left out in the cold.
Lost without very many true friends
And lost within my dreams,
Lost with the demons
I'm lost forever is how it seems.
I was lost as a child
And now I'm lost as an adult,
Lost in the darkness
and it must be all my fault.
Lost beneath the light
And I just cannot break free,
Lost from myself
There's just no longer any me.
I'm lost in words
Whether spoken or not,
Lost is the word
And that's all that I've got.
Lost and hurt
And lost in sorrow,
Lost today
And I'll probably be lost tomorrow.
Lost in pain
And lost in fear,
I'm lost in the rain
And I've lost so many years.
© Crystal Floyd
Crystal's poetic gift
October 2020
crystalshealingjourney
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