You are nothing
but a dirty old man
Little did I know that
It was some sort of plan.
It is cool though,
but let me ask both of you
Did hurting me fulfill your needs ?
I am sure that it does not matter to either of you
that you made such a young girl bleed,
Did it feel good to use me like I was just a piece of dirt?
Y’all can use those lines all that you want,
But there is no need at all to fluirt
Tell me you that care about me
while you just take it all away
Because I still will not believe
A single damn word that you say
I remember telling you no and to go away, too
But apparently it just was not up to me,
It was only up to the two of you !
The day before- You told me, I’m a good girl
and how good that I was
How there is no need to make such a fuss
And though I still cry in my sleep
though I can still feel all of the pain
And I think of killing you both
every single time that I even hear your name
I have never felt so disgusted
like I have not bathed in many years
But I must thank you
for making me realize all of my unknown fears
Before I was not scared
and believed I was unbeatable
But thanks to the both of you,
you guys showed me that I am very vulnerable
It is funny how easily that I can
be broken alot like a piece of glass,
How slowly, in a brief moment
just like that like that.. A short time will pass
But I look at you now
and you really are nothing but scum
You have no money, no house, no friends or fun
So even though I am scarred
and the pain will never completely heal
At least in the torment
that you have to live in right now is real
You are 40+ years old
and you have done nothing with your life
No kids, no relatives or even a loving wife
Makes me laugh because I realize
how truly sad that it must be —
To know that the only thing that you accomplished doing in life …
WAS ME !!
So I will live my life to the fullest
and maintain an eternal smile upon my face
I will try to wipe you off my mind
and leave you alone in this cruel place
No, I do not feel sorry for either one of you
or how you probably find it hard to even survive
Because you stopped me from living a normal life
So cry in front of me
and beg for mercy
I will never show it to people who are so unworthy
I will ignore the pain
and the tears that you cry
But don’t you ever dare ask me, “why?â€
Because well, I will put it simply so that you can understand —
Go back to memory lane
and just press rewind
Remember my face….
Remember the untouched version
But from meeting you, I am sure
that my attitude has worsened
I am no longer that innocent
little girl that you think that you once knew
I am sorry, rapist, if you still do not yet have a clue
I am saying that you will get no mercy from me
Because where the hell was MERCY
WHENEVER I WAS ASKING FOR IT ???
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