over flooded with emotions I can’t even begin to explain or understand I find sadness in everything that surrounds me even when the sun is shining even when good things are happening to me i can’t find joy in anything around me not even in myself.. so what do I do when the walls start to cave in and the ceilings fall or the windows shatter…when my world is continuously crashing around me. adapt? is what i’m used to doing so when it rains i’ll open my arms freely in hopes that the drops will cover the tears when the walls cave in and the ceilings fall i’ll lay in hopes that the impact will cover the scars I hide internally when the glass shatters i’ll take every scrape and scar in hopes that I’ll bleed out my truth…
YannaTaneil
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2b2b2 says: Tight Work....Write On....thanks for sharing....ONE |
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love_supreme says: Love this one. Excellent write. |
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