Pains name

.Piece of Mind

It's the BLACK in me that sets me free,

Like standing on top The highest heights

Feet at the edge ,

toes bending the ledge,

With unbending spirit to fold,

Being sold a truth from the tongues of those,

Of a dying soul

Even though my eyes Fight their visualized  Lies,

I know what I was told,

Like trying to figure out

The difference between Love and Loyalty

Separately

I have been lashed , With rolling eyes,

Foul tongues, Judging me

And still I follow my heart

Underlined

Redefined

Wolves in sheep clothing

Like a naked sheep In the meadow

Demanding peace Intellectually 

Craving to be seen blindly

Yet asking for nothing, 

And gaining something 

Anointed minds protect their peace

The BLACK in me 

Has found it's peace

Whose the teacher

How can you call her wife,

And enslave her,

How can you say i love him,

With false intentions

Why commit to forever and neither of you Feel complete

"I love you" only said thru passion

And means nothing 

Empty purpose holding promises,

Living double lives

Lying eyes

Dry tears

Yet screaming mentally

Embracing each others broken dreams

Like ,shattered glass

Using scotch tape to mend pieces

How can the seed yall planted

Gain truth,

Living in lies?

How can you say "i want better for you"

when looking in those little eyes

 When "better" never existed 

And

Toxicity and Karma have taken Head seats

"Love", faded with "Trust"

And fell for "Confusion"

That masked the illusion

With finger art

Curse words filling the air

Unhappy faces

GODS BEST

Sowed, in perfection undefined

 Reflections Purity,

perfectly ,

A woman of her stature

Hair of nappy roots,

Short,

Long or

Bushy,

A comb wont do,

Lips plump Full,

At its best,

Imagination

Seducing minds

Like, licked lips Bitting and grip

Make you wanna sigh.. Mmm,

Head held high

Knowing who she is,

Not allowing those Beneath her to fall at her feet ,

Extending her hand

Repositioning Fallen crowns

Shes a Queen but an Empress mentally

Her Value unmeasured

Her stance picture perfect

A camera Cant capture Before nor After

The way she moves, with

Each step, holds power in her stride

Her fight, untold

Who she is defines her past

Educated ,

Mrs. Self taught

Reflection

Hanging from the chandelier

 Ya lips against mine

Captured by ya excitement

As you flipped on to my shoulders

Clinching tight

The mood was right

Each toe pressing the pavement like a dancer Of fine arts

In slow motion

You stolen my heart

Our fingers met in the middle

Slipping from sweat Yet,

Gripping sheets

You pleading for me

Our lips met

Teasing from the tips

Our bodies like a pretzel

Grinding,

  Winding,

The lights dim,

Music hitting like ya tone,

I don't wanna think this thru

Just keep doing what you do

Cloud Nine

The way you speak ,

 Pouring into me,

Your Lips persuaing the mood,

You seduced my arrival

Pulling you in,

Teasing ya bottom lip,

Outlining at the curve,

Intwin with mine,

Additionally my hands wanted to play,

But my tongue took its place,

Like fine wine

Ya juices are mine,

Pushing you forward to bend,

Hitting that a55 inviting me in,

 Eyes met,

Bitting ya lip,

Releasing that pleasurable enjoyment,

You gripping the sheets, 

Throwing that a5s back,

I couldn't speak,

Hands gripping 

Fingers slipping

My foot at the edge of ya bed

Mounting that a55,

Grinding deep,

You calling out to me,

Sliding under, 

Melting at my lips

Kissing ya klit,

Juices flowing,

My tongue dancing ,

Flickering ya pearl getting ar...

Karma of Love

Chess : Every pawn means nothing , mindlessly pushed to the side, as the Queen thinks her Night will take flight, for a rescue, Until the Rook shoots his shot as the bishop sways his way , Now the King CHECK!! BEFORE the Queen sees her Mate

  CHECKERS : Game of thrones, survival at its best, wen you thought you strategized above the rest, Then with snatched pride, still you stride ,Ur anxiety struck , Now u aiming to block every move as ya "boys" see you get played, Forcing her smile to a frown having to king your crown set up for a let down

CONNECT FOUR: the freak , ashawo, of the bunch wanting what you can't have , forcing your way to the top,  two heads aren't enough, You want more, willing to shut an open every door, Until u connect 4

Karma has her many ways to express the worst leaving examples of what could of been your best, 

Be mindful of how you treat each other lead by example 

Ins...

Judging me, is judging you

To know me, is to understand how I move,

How I think

Judging me , is judging you

Yep it's true

The way words spill from our lips when we least understand

The expectations of misunderstood,

Fixating ideas upon what we think ,is right For another person's life Who the *** are we to judge

If we all was born into sin

Does that make me less human?

How can I taste a fruit that was pulled from a tree

That was meant for me

Then listen to a snake

Feeding me false accusations knowing by sight wasn't by vision 

 Filling me with impurities

Going against the grain

We all fallin' for illusuions from other lips illustrating their own version

Yet refuse to believe, whats existing, 

To only refuse it cuz we can't see it

GOD

TO JUDGE ME, IS JUDGING7 YOU!

How many times have you fell short Of a coming up?

Then rested...

I said what I said

B Honest

One thing I can never understand is a woman

That lies

Twisting reality and making a mockery of all the facts

Rubbish leaving ya lips like a oil spill 

The nature of you is like " Who raised you" ?

A pack of wolves , apes or snakes? 

I believe you here by mistake!!

Telling me not to trust those I talk to, 

Only one I was close to, I think you hated that

You wanted me to keep what you told 

Like saying " your the only one that knows"! girl talk

I couldn't hold , 

My heart was hurting too much

I felt like I lost , the one I trust.

And again you wanna blame me 

Throwing the "how long we been friends" card 

To justify what you said covering up your lies

You don't even realize that when you speak

All the lies you told comes the truth, 

Why talk if , you not getting paid 

Like a 1-800-...

Who's loyal

Damn I must of missed the loyalty train

All these socialist

Fake prophesizing

Far fetched from any truth

And here I am stuck with you

It's like , picking players for the team

And Im left to choose from no choice  just you

The Can't win's

The Gossiper's

And the can't be trusted

Explaining words that make less sense from tongues that 

Couldn't find their own truth

Ears full of someone else's fairtales 

Now you wanna corrupt my peace with unjustly thoughts

My name is what I answer 

My character is what defines me

See what you fail to see is the "HUMAN" in me

You take for granted the presence you see 

And neglect me

I hear the lies an accusations

But soon as "I'm innocent" fades 

I'm making direct comments

All F**kz given went on vacation

Karma...