a deadline to the timeline until this fine line breaks ties that bind and define meaning of find one's self can one be any one else other than one's self I memorize all the cards in the deck that life dealt me was counting wasn't cheating life had already deceived me into believing I was only dreaming came in the world screaming fiening a junkies child want to know more pull up a chair stay awhile got time on my hands been down since my love been gone a song in the heart if I sing I don't sing songs to sing along to I'm so solo at times I feel so low but solitudes conducive to the fortitude needs to be met at the crossroad to fulfill pulling up bootstraps to foot the bill I will not die holding my hand out waiting for change after all these years being cheated out of it you can cancel orders but refunds will be delayed ever thing that tears is not paper made like everything that breaks is not made of glass even steel will melt at 1370 degrees fahrenheit nothing is indestructible still some things are durable like tupperware life calls for tougher wear like tough skin when jeans were made without rips and tears when time twas just but judgement its still not a fair deal "keep the change"