Her

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romance

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I can't believe i find myself with these words falling onto this page Because we were never supposed to find ourselves in this place It isn’t fair no one told us that things would end up this way Watching your face as you sleep Being thankful for your chest rising and falling Im thankful that you breath Even though watching you breaks my heart Im to scared standing at our end with you To ask you to take my hand so that we can Retrace these tears until we find our start and Try to make us perfect again I dont think im brave enough to face you if you choose to leave Knowing that I dont want anyone to replace you I find you in unfamiliar spaces and I see you In unfamiliar faces In your smile I see white picket fences Screams filled with joy and scraped knees that need to be mended Im too scared to think about tomorrow I dont know how this happened Where did you and I find all this sorrow Im not sure what to do now How do i go on and know what direction to take When i have lost the only thing That gave me direction and faith that all of my tomorrows May not be perfect but at least you would be there I never pictured my life without you once I found you Now the fear that someone who cant even Fathom your value is going to steal all the kisses that used to be mine Try halfheartedly but fail to never miss anything I know you like nobody else took the time to So I guess at the end of this story Im what I said Id never be but Im ok with being your fool And I love even the things about you that drive me ***ing crazy But the breaking point is laying here in this bed with Someone who used to be my baby I can’t do this anymore so somehow I need to go back to the moment before You were anything to me besides just some lady In that moment just before I knew your name I might have been lost but at least in my misdirection I had some peace I had nothing to hold onto and nothing to give me hope Or reasons to dream I was content in the simple misery that life directed me to but Then I must have ***ed up because life led me right to you If I had one thing to say to God it wouldn’t be a question I would tell him that this ain’t fair and yeah I know Life isn’t supposed to be but damn I lost myself in your stare And I can’t find my way out because I keep becoming distracted By the smell of your hair Why is it that Ive found what I always needed but I can’t keep it? Why can I feel the chaos underneath your misinterpreted cool? How do I know that your going to run before you do and why am I the only Who has to live in this fear? Like Ive told you at least a hundred times and history has proven That Ill be the last to tell a lie … Baby all I want is for you to smile So if I can’t be the one to give it to you then Ill leave and pray until my knees bleed that happiness eventually Comes your way