you're the only one I trust enough to love me still I can't trust you with my heart clutching it ever so tight like if I let go it will fall apart then you will know all the things I kept unknown things too difficult to be known too mysterious to take in shrouded in the duration spent alone promise broken written words gone unspoken never could work it out things it took years to figure out " it's not you it's me" I'm rambling on about