The course, chosen. Turning around to reconsider...out of my hands. Everything, i wanted to stand for, especially to wait, for one, the one i neede to spend my life with...gone. I took in that sword adjusting to its thrusts, unthinking...every urge to resist, to stop crushed by the commitment that had walked away an episode that squashed the dream of being true to an ideal. Disintegrating as the battle of our two bodies tried to make a climax...each of us involved in a mind game that did not involve...love of the one you are with.